You're all I think about it's driving me insane. You're all I care about, I wish I had never heard of your name. You're in and out of my life like a summer breeze through a house. You say you want a great guy but you just keep knocking me down... But at the same time you don't want me to date anybody you ******* ****. You just want me to be on stand-by while you go out and have your fun! but when the party is over and everybody's gone, you always come running back to me, but this time **I'm done.

I've never felt like myself, I've always felt like someone else. I don't know what has happened to me, I don't know if I'll ever be back. I'm just a shell of what used to be a person. Chasing down hells dreams.

Theres a difference between being lonely and being alone. When you're alone, you're calm and cool, reflecting on life, thinking about different times when you were in school. When you're lonely your demons come to life, its like you as a person goes away or completely dies. You sit quietly while this war rages inside you. You may be on a pinic or a sports event with a friend. When you're lonely you're lonely this depressing loneliness seem to have no end.