Chelsea Rae

Chelsea Rae Nov 2022

It is weird to love someone

So elusive.

I was drawn into the mystery,

To find it's only there

To hide the lies.

Curiosity killed the cat.

Chelsea Rae Nov 2022

All is temporary
Through the sands of time.

Nature and the seasons.

Emotions and feelings.

Stories and history.

Who even am I
And what does it all matter
As it disappears in time?

Eventually forgotten.

#temporary

Chelsea Rae Nov 2022

Lonely Void

I can't seem to fill
The endless, gnawing void in my stomach
That infinitely expands with age.

The black hole in my stomach
That keeps me from truly feeling home
With anyone, anywhere.

They say home is where the heart is,
And maybe mine got unknowingly
****** in too.

Everything consumed by the pit of loneliness.

So. Alone.

Chelsea Rae Oct 2022

Five Finger Filet

I can't wait to shove hot knives down your throats after all the times you made me swallow hot truths that even my tongue didn't want to have to spew but you cowards could never.

So who will stand for justice if not me?

I won't apologize for my skewed ways
Of execution either,
Because its your fault im twisted baby,
Let's play five finger filet,
Whats wrong?
Don't you trust me?

Chelsea Rae Sep 2022

Randomthoughts#1

I still am not entirely sure if free will or fate exists
or
if somehow in this chaoticly ordered universe that they overlap randomly in time.

Chelsea Rae Sep 2022

Carnival Life

Life is a **** deal.

No matter how great the cheap thrills, tricks, and food is,

It isn't worth its counterpart.

The pain isn't worth this chaos carnival ride

And the only ones who think it is

Are the clowns.

Life's a joke.

Chelsea Rae May 2022

Rainy Day Persons

I am not here for your sunshine,
I am here for your storm and waiting on the rain.

I am not here to coddle you
Without at least touching the pain.

It's easy to love a happy, easy going, sunny morning,
But it takes guts to smile through someone's rage.

I will not tolerate dragging weight.
I will break your ******* cage.
The ankle on the chains.

How much longer will we hear the thunder
Before you finally just let it rain?

Rain on me and bring sweet inner alchemy.

Rain, rain, rain,

And be free.

#lovetheshadowofthehumancollective
#letitallout

#sadness #rage #pain #release #love #freedom