Jessica: Favorites

May 2014 Jessica

Serena

May 2014 Jessica

Kylie Wallen

Serena

"Btw, Have fun cutting yourself over me later since your so depressed"

A girl at my school sent me this,
That I've been best friends with for six years.
A girl at my school sent me this,
Without shedding a tear.

A girl at my school sent me this,
After she saw my cuts.
A girl at my school sent me this,
While she was on the bus

A girl at my school sent me this,
Without thinking it would hurt me.
A girl at my school sent me this,
it didn't hurt her to desert me.

A girl at my school sent me this,
Not thinking it was wrong.
A girl at my school sent me this,
Knowing I wasn't strong.

A girl at my school sent me this,
After hearing a rumor.
A girl at my school sent me this,
She thought she had great humor.

A girl at my school sent me this,
Causing me so much pain.
That girl at my school that sent me this,
Will never be in my life again.

May 2014 Jessica

Letters Never Sent

May 2014 Jessica

MCKNZ

Letters Never Sent

You are balding on the back of your head. I sort of like that.
You drink more alcohol than you should.
Your eyes grow to twice their size when you are excited.
You have four dimples.
You smile with your entire face. I really like that.
You have a body sculpted by the directors employed in Hollywood.
Your scar under your chin helps remind me that you are perfectly imperfect.

You will forever be: my prominent “what if”, my greatest regret, and my favorite “almost”.

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You have a smile that could light up a stadium.
You sing off pitch to my favorite songs. But I do also.
You chew the inside of your cheek when you are nervous.
Your dancing needs work. We could take classes together.
You lie a lot.
Your father is your best friend, and I would love to meet him.
You are going to make a difference in this world, but you don’t realize that yet.

However for now, I know you are the one. The one I cannot have.

May 2014 Jessica

Letters Never Sent.

May 2014 Jessica

Rosie Wisniewski

Letters Never Sent.

Dear Mother...

Dear Father...

Dear Husband...

Dear Friend...

These are the letters I'll never send.

My love, this is how I feel...
Why...?
How could you...?
This is the end...
Letters I'll never send.

Everyone has them
You know you do
The deepest thoughts
Vibrating deep within needing escape
These are letters never sent.

Erased
Ripped
Deleted
Never read again
Never sent.

Dear Mother...
Dear Father...
Dear Husband...
Dear Friend...

I just hit send.

May 2014 Jessica

15 texts I almost sent you

May 2014 Jessica

Monika

15 texts I almost sent you

I'm sorry for being so quiet the first time we met. Truth is that in my head, I couldn't stop writing poems about your eyes.
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2. I still dream about your hands.
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3. I can't stop playing with matches now. I remember how much you loved fire.
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4. I can still taste you on my lips.
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5. How could you walk away so easily? You can't tell me it wasn't real. [delete]
6. I love you....do you understand?
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7. There's a guy in my English class with the same colored eyes as you.
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8. I've tried loving anyone with your accent. None of them say my name the way you do.
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9. I can't sleep anymore. I keep waiting for you to wish me goodnight.
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10. I miss you.
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11. The moon is full and beautiful tonight and I can't stop thinking of you.
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12. Will you come count the stars with me?
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13. Remember when you complimented my poems? I wonder if you knew that they were all about you.
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14. Are you thinking of me, too?
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15. You always said you were addicted to me. Tell me, are you going through withdrawals?
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#i #you #by #inspired #15 #almost #texts #sent #das

May 2014 Jessica

three texts in.

May 2014 Jessica

Amber S

three texts in.

1 text in,
i hate the way my heart squeezes,
the way i see your eyes crashing into
me.

2 texts in,
i will away the urge to call you up
make you believe i’m some ***** you
always wanted me to be.

3 texts in,
i fall asleep with the thought of you,
a you i’ve made up.
we were just like this text messages.

fake.
deleted too easily.

May 2014 Jessica

Texts that I almost sent you at night

May 2014 Jessica

Elli

Texts that I almost sent you at night

2:30 AM
How are you?
I miss you
I hope you're doing fine
I'm a lost cause without you
Darling, don't leave
I'm sorry
One more chance?
I love you

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May 2014 Jessica

20 Texts I Almost Sent You (continued)

May 2014 Jessica

moonlit

20 Texts I Almost Sent You (continued)

are you doing well? i hope you are.
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christmas is coming up. all i really wanted was to spend it with you.
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it's becoming increasingly difficult to rest without your soft breaths to lull me to sleep.
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every single poem i've written in the last two months has been about you.
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i hear your laugh in mine, sometimes.
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your voice is the only thing that occupies my mind now. you've taken me over completely.
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i'm not sure if you broke my heart or if i broke my own heart by letting you in.
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do you write about me like you used to?
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remember when we watched the great gatsby together? i still look at you like gatsby looked at daisy.
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you mean everything to me. you always have.
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i hate that i can't stop loving you. why was it so easy for you to stop loving me?
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you are my augustus waters.
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in the famous words of kate moss: "you're in my veins, you ****."
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i am always wanting to start a conversation with you, but never knowing how to start it.
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i think i love you more than i did before. i'm sorry it took us to separate for me to realize that.
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i am in tears while writing this. it seems that whenever i think about you my eyes betray me.
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i am still trying to figure out where we went wrong.
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i had expected to feel bitter after you left. all i feel is nostalgic.
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despite everything, i honestly hope you are happy.
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i think i'll always get butterflies when i think about our first kiss. i'll always get butterflies
when i think about you, and what we used to have.
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May 2014 Jessica

17 texts I almost sent you

May 2014 Jessica

shadesoflost

17 texts I almost sent you

I hope you still watch the sunset without me [delete]

I hope you still remember to take your meds without me [delete]

I know you're colorblind and the bracelet I made you just looked black and white but you said it was beautiful anyways [delete]

I bet no one names constellations for you anymore [delete]

I still love you [delete]

the bottle of ***** above my kitchen sink is calling my name and you're no longer here to silence it [delete]

can you comeee findr me? Im drunk on your roaad and I neerd youi [delete]

I haven't brushed my hair since we last spoke, maybe your last "I love you" is still tangled in there [delete]

sometimes I tell people about you and they tell me how horrible you are but I still itch to tell them about the stars in your eyes [delete]

my mother washed my sheets and they don't smell like you anymore, I can't sleep [delete]

I hope even though we don't talk anymore that you notice how bad my dark circles have gotten [delete]

when you tried to talk to me last week I felt like throwing up [delete]

I hope you feel guilty [delete]

it's like drowning but I just won't ******* die [delete]

I've met someone new but I can't even try with him because of you [delete]

I will never trust again because of you [delete]

I don't want to breathe anymore [delete]

May 2014 Jessica

20 Texts I Almost Sent You

May 2014 Jessica

moonlit

20 Texts I Almost Sent You

i miss you more than you think.
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i haven't smiled in a while, but when i think about you i do.
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you left your sweater here. i wear it to bed sometimes. do you want it back? [it still smells like you.]
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i still remember how your favorite color was the sky right before sunset.
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you said you loved me, what happened?
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i'm still so sorry. i didn't mean to push you away.
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please just hear me out. let me explain.
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i left my beanie at your house. i know it was your favorite. can i come get it?
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i wish you knew how i still felt about you.
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i hope you haven't moved on, because i sure haven't.
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i listened to real friends today, i remember when you made me listen to them. all i could think of was you.
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do i still mean anything to you?
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god i wish you knew how often i think about your eyes. i still think they resemble forest trees.
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it's been two months. i'm still torn up.
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i have spent so many night cuddling up to my pillow wishing it was you.
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i can't think straight because i keep thinking about what you're doing right now.
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do you still think about me?
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i didn't know my heart could shatter over and over until i met you.
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we could've been in love. i'm so sorry.
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is this still affecting you as much as it is me?
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