I've been thinking about the best feeling in the world.

Maybe it was how you walk towards me smiling whenever you catch me reading a book at the dock behind my house.
Maybe it was how you pick me up and spin me around like no one's watching every time we see each other.
Maybe it was how you sweep your thumb on the back of my palm back and forth whenever our hands intertwine.
Maybe it was the way you hug me so tight and my face gets buried on your chest that I could smell your perfume and it was stuck to me till I go home.
Maybe it was how your eyes were fixed on me that one time we decided to pack our bags and drive to nowhere.
Maybe it was how your hands explore my back as our lips explore each other.
Maybe it was how you hug me from the back whenever I turn my back on you because I was crying and I didn't want you to see me like that.

I've been thinking about the best feeling in the world and I know now.
It's you.
It's the feeling when I'm with you.
My heart beats twice as fast for you.
Oh darling, it's you and the feelings in between.

In the midst of my coming of age,
I lost myself.
What was once a one-way street is now a crossroad in the heart of the fields.
24 eyes staring at me from all directions,
waiting for my next step,
I'm waiting for my next step.
There are no signs of where the paths will go
nor signs of how much miles the road was
but I'm letting my heart take the lead.
For in the midst of the trip or maybe at the end of the road I know,
I will find myself again.