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Caitlin Hickney May 2015
I thought I could run
from myself and from my guilt
I thought I could hide
from all the hate I've built.
I thought I could lie
about my life and about myself
I thought I could push
all my fear on a shelf.
I thought I could live
a life without knowing
I thought I could move
and not see where I'm going.
But what I see
Is a past full of violence-
and now I am here
Sitting in Silence
the truth ain't something you can just outrun... I'm buried alive in the things I've done
Baby I hope you can run
faster than your mascara,

because a little sobbing
won't stop me now.
I've found heaven
by looking into her
stained-glass eyes.

Though I fear
she has found
hell in mine.
  May 2015 Caitlin Hickney
Hayleigh
SD
One look from her
Could erupt the moon
And ignite an entire city of stars
Didn't I tell you?
Sunshine spills from her lips
Every time she smiles.
  May 2015 Caitlin Hickney
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Dear World,

Today is
   The day I
      Break down the walls.

Today is
   The day I
      Breathe it all in.

Today is
   The day I
      Open my heart.

Today is
   The day I
               LIVE.

For so long
I have barricaded myself
Behind the thickest of masks,
And now it is time
For it to fall

No longer a
Nameless face,
A lost human,
A waste of space

Today is
   The day I
      Learn to fly!

                                             -Boy*



Boy,

Today is
   The day I
      Break your heart in two.

Today is
   The day I
      Let reality suffocate you.

Today is
   The day I
     Close your mind.

Today is
   The day your aspirations
                                       DIE.

For I am
To harden your heart
I will leave you rejected
With no hope
Of ever belonging.
Draw the mask
Back over your face
This is not a place
For being yourself.

Today is
   The day I
      Permanently break your wings.

                                                               -World
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