A new flower only blossoms with water
and rigorous concentration.
Good intentions just aren't enough these days.
You're in bloom,
your pistil rises and grabs the sun
like a new promotion.
Mine lies on the top shelf of my closet.
And sharp mahogany corners
don't bring me closer to any answers.
My kindred, my barren love
some meaningless God,
voided by logic and chemicals-
I have been told to plant my roots
within their soil.
They have been told to reach for me
just outside of arms length.
Absence doesn't make use weary-
it reveals to us the vast pastures
within mahogany boxes-
it manifests the bittersweet drought
I have swallowed like a jagged pill.
I watch you bloom in violent meadows.
I concentrate by daydreaming.
This way,
when blood fills all the small spaces,
the guilt won't **** the minerals
from vibrant, naïve roots.