I am sitting all alone
Thinking my time away
Wishing you were here
with me
and not some other place
I know you may hate me now
for the hurtful things I say
but I am truly sorry
I didn't show you the love you needed
the love I had for you
now we are truly separated
you said that it would be better
for you?
Because it wasn't for me
I know I messed up
I know I did wrong...
but please don't say goodbye to us
please...

I never thought Id move on
I'd never thought I'd be ok

But you showed me the way
My heart is yours the pain long gone

I love you for you
Every part of you make me happy

When your away my heart aches
But when your near I know I am more than ok

When you look at me I know you only see me
When I look at you I wonder why it took me so long

I wonder how I never saw you before
When now your all I see

I will never love anyone this strong
I promise

Listening to you speak
Your words filling my mind
All graceful
All beauty

You are making me fall in love
Every single day
All heart
All soul

I trip
Bleed
Stumble
Then I fall

But it doesn't bother me at all
Upon my own name, I shall call
You think it's evil?
I'm just another kind of fanatic

It's ridiculous
Despicable me?
A little blood lust, maybe
Don't be so predictable

Deranged?
Please
I'm only slightly insane
I'm still wondering why you came

There it is!
I hear the voices again!
They're screaming at me!
They don't wanna leave

Guess they're staying
And so am I
Oh, sweet child, don't you cry!
You're ugly with tears!

Can you believe it?
The demons chose me
Permanently
It's wonderful really

Why are you running?
Do you think this is funny
It is, isn't it?
The sound of your sobs really cracks me up!

Twisted humor?
Please.
You're practically in a drunken stupor
Laughing, or are you dying?

I'm not sure anymore
But I see bodies all over the floor
Man, what happened last night?
Too bad I don't remember

See, you gotta know me
You can't just learn me!
Thought you'd been prepared?
Haha! Look what happened

You're trapped now
Never gonna get back there
Just stop screaming!
It's useless

Because I'm Satan, and I'm Ruthless

the pain is always hidden
never shown on the outside

deep down she's crying
but no one even knows

she is hurting so much
but she doesn't let it show

inside she struggles
its an endless fight

she needs help; so very bad
her pride and fear stop her, though for making it known

no one understands what she is going through
no one

The tears flow quick
The sobs leak out
The blade is drug
And you go down
Life is short

I never thought I would actually do it
but I did
I took the blade and drew it across my skin
over and over and over again
my arm is full of cuts and marks
the pain is raw and it lets me no I'm still here
that it is not some sick and twisted dream I cant escape
that this is my reality
cruel as it seems
I feel the pain in my heart a little less now
but it sure as hell is still there
I am ashamed with myself and unhappy
but instead of putting it down
I drag it across my skin again
I watch the blood trickle down my arm
Taking away one pain and replacing it with another