I know it won't last
but for some reason I can't let him go
I keep holding on hoping that something will change
but we are so different in our own ways
I feel empty when I think of life without him
but when I think of my future, someone else is in his place

I don't know where the path will lead us but I know that the path I was following led me to you.

Just like in the dark you cannot see, in the silence is the same
You cannot see what is to come so you just wait
You travel blindly trying to find a gate to open
but you fail to find anything

Pills handed to you that were foreign and strange
was all it took before you changed.
The outgoing person I loved now was cold towards me
I wondered how could that be
You were not the same
But who could I blame
For doing this to my sweet sister
My answer leads me to your mister

It is amazing to see how ones eyes can portray so many emotions.
You can see the hurt in his eyes when you are crying because you are afraid to lose him.
You can see the way his eyes light up when the first " I love you" slips from your lips.
You can see the how much he cares when his eyes meet yours before a kiss.
Eyes reveal the biggest secrets.

I found myself searching for something that was out of my control. I forced myself to become vulnerable, trying to find someone who would fill this empty space in my heart. After months of wandering through life without someone to call mine,  I had finally realized the person I had been longing for had been in front of me this whole time.