I woke up at 4
from the worst nightmare I've ever had
I glanced at the empty spot next to me
And wished that I could go back to dreaming
Cause even the worst nightmare is better than waking up, realizing that you're gone.

He's the reason I'm crying myself to sleep tonight
But he's also the reason the sun will shine tomorrow

He breaks me down,
But he's always there to pick up all of me again & again

Even on my bad days,

I'm still better than you'll ever be


*****.

I think the hardest part
Was being awakened in the early morning hours
By dreams of you walking away

And with tears in my eyes
Reaching to the right of my bed

And your body being absent

I thought I needed you
Like how i need my morning cigarette

But the thing is,
I'm not really addicted