I have nothing left for this dreadful world
but an empty shell
that wishes for its self-destruction to come
as soon as it's possible
like someone to step over them &
crack it up in tiny little pieces that could never be put together again.
There's nothing left of me to give & give in
to someone else,
but this overwhelming emptiness
that destroy all my inner voices &
that shuts them up for all eternity.
I'm sorry you could never hear them again,
but i'm also pleased that
you'll never have to listen to
these destructive thoughts
any minute longer.

I was never meant to be born
My heart full of bitter malice and scorn
I cause only grief and sorrow
There is no silver lining in my tomorrow
I am a waste of space
With a lying bitter face
I have no point in living
Only many for grieving
I am sick of living this life of pain
When there is nothing that I gain
I might as well say my farewell
For there is no reason here for me to dwell