196 lb
average male weight
ego not included
156 lb
average female weight
although one spoken sentence hits like a ton of bricks
20 lb
unsaid words,
searing, left in your throat
10 lb
“It won’t happen again”
guns for vocal chords
40 lb
a dead car battery
25 lb
for every bullet he left inside her spirit
a scale says 167 pounds
body mass measured
heavy heart unaccounted
19.30 g
roughly the weight of a wedding ring
she’s seen three removed from three different fingers
1.5 g
enough for six rotations
enough to feel zero
1.5 oz
enough for a shot
take six to feel a hundred
10 million tons
the weight of a star
10 million tons
the thought of her
we are loaded
dense
filled
made-to-break
paper-made
carbon-bounded
heart-strung
fire-resistant
the weight we carry is not the
numbers on the scale
we are much more than the pounds we gain
the aches that we hold
the tears that did not fall
living with a hallowed heart does not make it any less heavier
these light words were not meant for these paper limbs
gravity could care less
we are pressured
felt
squeezed
until broken
forevermore
built strong
lasts shortly
bulldozed by just one fallowed swoop
we are demolished
you could build your vessel as ravenous and as merciless as you can
only to be held down by the world
we are defied
measured
counted
hated
loved
we are