Oh how things can change
In a matter of months
My feelings rearranged

I was desperate after losing Daisy
I was in a frenzy of love
You made me crazy

But suddenly something flipped
It's impossible to explain
My love for you just ripped
And was thrown down the drain

one day things started to go down
I know you realize this
It leaves us both in a frown

I'm not sure of what is to come
But know that this heatbreak
Also makes me numb

You rarely leave my mind.
My thoughts are signed-by our time together.
You were my everything, you left.
Now what do I do?
The center of my mind was you!
And that was okay because you were mine.
But we are nothing now, so I'm forced to realign-my thoughts.
I want too text you, but I'll end up getting hurt. Waiting for a response, it puts my on high alert.
Anxious about what will be said.
How are you handling this?
I imagine you don't care, you threw our past into the abyss.
You will move on, you've had more 'loves' before. Pass your love off like a baton. You don't want me anymore.

I thought they were okay,
They hadn't argued in years.
Until one phone call in the night from him,
Left her in tears.

Your lips
They're pristine
Better than fine cuisine
I love it when they convene-with mine

I could kiss you all day
Finesse your body
Hold your hand

Your lips are big
They just feel so good

Your cute cheeks get red
Your leg quivers
Nothing is said
So much occurs

All thoughts go away
Just me and you
In a universe of our own
Alone
No cares
No worries
No red flares
Just our love

All good things must end
That includes our little love story
I wish I could pretend
that we could work

I've tried to unbend
Our crooked relationship
I can't possibly comprehend
What you'll do with other guys

This trend
Of constant disparity
I could never amend
I always hurt





I lied when I said you didn't hurt me
So many times I was left in agony
But for some reason, I could never flee

You were mesmerizing
I couldn't let you go
Nobody's ever loved me as you did
You led me on in your hypnotic flow



You make me feel better than any other guy
You make feel stupid for staying with you

I love it when you say you love me
I know you're still thinking about other guys

Say you won't find anyone better
You must not know how beautiful you are

Say 'I'm yours'
You've cheated before..you could do it again

All good things must come to an end

My life is boring
I have few friends
I spend my life adoring
While everyone else transcends

I'm an introvert
I'm selectively social
I'm covert
I'm anti social

Unsatisfied with my life
I have it all, yet so little
I look back on myself with strife
I'm lame and I'll never change a bit or tittle

I never hang out
I live day by day
My life is dried out like a drought
I wish I could just run away

I won't do anything stupid
I'm not psychotic
It's just really complicated
Maybe even chaotic

I'm never content
Always wanting more
Never satisfied
I abhor-my life

Why am I addicted,
To the thing that causes me the most pain?