I smile
And I laugh
I have to
I can’t let them see
I’m suffering
How I can’t breath
While I’m crying in the dark
I don’t want them to ask
‘Are you okay?’
Because I don’t want to answer
“No, I’m not”
Because I feel like I’m drowning
In my own ocean of woes
But they won’t care
They’ll send me off with words of promise
And I’m back
Alone
In the dark

When I look in the mirror
Pick, point, and pull
Pull at my belly fat
Pick at my face
And point to my tears
“Crybaby”

Thine smile of beauty
Eyes that of sun
You are mine
I am yours
To dream of you
Is to dream of the stars themselves
Impossible beauty
No matter what my love,
I will always be true
I hope I will receive the same,
my love

This is my twilight
  I've no will to go on
  man has lost his moral spirit
  beauty and love is gone-

we used to walk side by side
since sacred earth was born
life was then all dance and song
now its heart is bruised and torn-

there is no other world to beckon us
upon the demise of our last dawn
darkness will swallow up the fading sky
where the past's brightest light once shone-

I feel numbness all over me
dying, I desire never to be reborn
in this emptiness that will us enshroud
nothing is left but for us to mourn.

Your name is inscribed in my heart
Your voice is second to my hearing
Your being belongs to me
As my being belongs to you

As I lay in your bed
I most confess my feelings I have never said
What I feel inside is dead
But yet I can't leave your bed
Cause I am chained to this bed with my regrets