You whisper in my ear
My thoughts
And every fear

You know all my weaknesses
You see every flaw
You know all my secrets
You see all my scars

You tell me there is no future
And force me to believe in nothing

You tell me not to speak
Not to raise my hand
You tell me just to smile
Even though none is there

I am but your puppet
Nothing but a doll
You force me to want perfection
When I have none at all.
      
                    —Bella Crosthwait

I never learn and I never will
I always hurt when I'm with you
I let you walk all over me
I let you hurt me
Whether with words or actions
As much as this hurts I cant let go
I know you love her, of course who wouldn't?
She is perfect in all the ways
Where I'm nothing at all but someone who's faithful.
But at the end of the day that isn't enough
I guess I'll have to keep trying.

I hate how I fell again when I knew better then too.
I hate how you make me feel used
I want to have something special with you
But I know I'll never have a chance with you