We agreed on Iceland
far enough from each of us
between the distance spanned
only so much expected, with bounds to what could be planned
in the hope to warm what had lone cold
to loan eachother 'nother scope before late we groan, old
i withstand alright, grown old
disbanded bright, a lonely hold
go to the sun to the sun to the sun
the days noon night dark spun to gold
i withstand alright, how bold
with bright eye stand ignite heart sole
and burn
and burn
spun spin turn
win one will learn
and burn
and burn
and burn

Heard quivering along the grape vine
grew bitter
Words shivering to escape my spine
*You quitter

You may not belong there.
The most precious are rare
from the rest who don't share
that for which this room care.

And so here is somewhere
we are harder to scare
may you find strength to stare
back the eyes that compare
those blinded by our glare
from burdens we may bear.

And may love help prepare
us for lovely repair.

watching the sunrise
surprise me in the evening
i can't evening; realize
potentially what personifies

you or your taste
upbeat and outpaced
we meet and i faced
just 5 feet
google street-
view i felt at home
then i knew i yearn to roam
outside of pixels confined
his wide grin as if was designed
to remind me
love will find me
*
can't can't can't
important out
conformist rant
erased wry pant
replaced i grant
we chased, we chant
prefaced, we shan't
displace on slant
onslought instant
distraught recant
enchant wrought on
our rotten re-plant of
an antic talking frantic
infrared entranced romantic
instead transcended semantic
exalted assaulted tantric

talk sick
balk pick
stalk trick
**** quick
lock click
shock strik
flock thick
block brick
rock stick
walk kick
stall tick

finally i found
how much ground
turned quickly to sand
falling asleep in atyland
and i woke up
we broke the cup
pours out my skull
what was half full

I hide behind the screen and deflect my doubt with laugher.
so you close the lid, your lids, to thoughts like, maybe there's something to look forward to if you keep looking ahead.
maybe if I don't surrender to mundane or settle for expectations I will have a reason to keep looking ahead.

maybe the fate that has been nagging at your feet since you first stood,  tugging and pleading you listen,  
      no, you don't understand,
       This is bad.
           this will end badly.

I know, but I'll know when it's starting to get bad, and I'll stop.

There's no harm in enjoying until it becomes a problem, right?

But the problem doesn't manifest elaborate overnight. keep waiting and "enjoying" the missteps...."while you can" before it is a problem.

An then you don't know how to escape.
because you unbranded the ladder while killing time, t distract yourself from having to accept you're wrong.

You're in over your head.

Nobody can save you,
you cannot save it.