if you read this, i want you to know that i love you so much. i dont care if you are with another girl, or you already build a family or youre there thinking of me. thinking how stupid i am. thinking how much time youve spent not to think of me. you are busy, i know. you are in love, i really know it. you are not in love with me, i know. i cried, the night i wrote this. the night i saw you with your dream girl. the night i had to pretend that i was being in good mood. i had to pretend i didnt know you. to pretend that you werent there. to pretend that i never knew you. i was tired that night. tired to hold the tears, so i decided to go home early. and funny thing was, i didnt cry. crying is for *******, so i decide to 'cut' my feeling. it hurt, a lot. but i didnt care. i lied. i cried. i care about you till now.
dear you, the luckiest girl ever, please hug him for me. take care of him. love him.
iloveyou mr red
(sorry for such broken english.) ah nvm he wouldnt know that i wrote this fot him