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Ash Saveman May 2015
I'm slipping
I'm falling

I can't keep it together
My seems are coming undone

My fat hangs off me in rolls
Don't eat
Don't you ******* eat

Look at your body
You are ugly and pathetic
Look at your uneven tan
You have fat *** thighs
Your body is disproportionate

Look at you genitilia
Just look at them
Look how wrong they are
They don't fit you
You are such a failure that your own body can't stand you

Let the self hate build up
Let the dysphoria overwhelm you
Let Ana whispering in your ear be heard
You owe yourself this much

You deserve every last bit

Past sliping
Past falling
You are done
Ash Saveman Apr 2015
Head spinning
Heart pounding
What is this feeling?

I want to reach into my chest and rip my heart out.

No more pain.
No more hurt.
No more suffering.

The abuse would slip away.

The scars wouldn't sting anymore.

My heart won't pound with pain.

Everything will be quite.
Everything will be still.

Nothing will hurt.
It will all be alright.

Heart pounding.
Head spinning.
What is this feeling?

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