You made me feel like I was prominent, but soon showed me I was not salient.
Looking at you, abhorrence I feel. Knocked down we go, you fumble ahead.
I smile at you, make light of it instead.
Make this work, I would have done. But you've lost my trust, again to come.
Over again, we fumble down, this time gently taking off my crown.
Anguished, I whispered her name, silent warnings what came.
You shot us both, non-committal stare down the barrel.
Keeping you close, still too afraid of letting go.
Through with the hope, trust out the door,
I'll never return, you'll never be more.
You ask for forgiveness, I show nothing of the sort.
Love should last, but with you it's too short.

I'd like to thank my cheating ex, who proved to me my full worth.
Y'all were close but never slept, doesn't mean it still didn't hurt.
So maybe grow the **** up, before you come stumbling back.
Don't need you filling my cup, with straight lies and bullcrap.
Your word means nothing when commit with fraud,
I cry in pain reaching out to God.
Not once does he hear his name, despite pleads, through and through.
You're trying to make everything the same, but all I have to say is
"*******".

Im apologizing ahead of time for what's to come,
Just be rest assured I was already numb.
I'm tired of trying and fighting for a life
That knocks me down and kicks me, it's a strife.
I wanna stand tall and breathe clean air
But find nothing but dirt and neglected care.
I stare in the mirror and hate what I see,
Mocking me, killing me, I'm my own disease.
And she's the queen. She's the queen,
The one I truly love.
But I won't admit it until we're close to up above.
Because what ruins friendship more than jealousy?
I'll cause nothing but catastrophe.
So I screamed and cried,
Bleed behind broken eyes,
And now I stand. I feel nothing at all, and I'll take her hand.
We made a deal, we made a pact.
A joined suicide, we'll die intact.

I look at you, feel it in my heart
Your laugh, your smile, it's a work of art.
Breathe me in, hold me close
Take my love, for I won't let most.