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Aryana Lovelace May 2020
You made me feel like I was prominent, but soon showed me I was not salient.
Looking at you, abhorrence I feel. Knocked down we go, you fumble ahead.
I smile at you, make light of it instead.
Make this work, I would have done. But you've lost my trust, again to come.
Over again, we fumble down, this time gently taking off my crown.
Anguished, I whispered her name, silent warnings what came.
You shot us both, non-committal stare down the barrel.
Keeping you close, still too afraid of letting go.
Through with the hope, trust out the door,
I'll never return, you'll never be more.
You ask for forgiveness, I show nothing of the sort.
Love should last, but with you it's too short.
Aryana Lovelace May 2020
I'd like to thank my cheating ex, who proved to me my full worth.
Y'all were close but never slept, doesn't mean it still didn't hurt.
So maybe grow the **** up, before you come stumbling back.
Don't need you filling my cup, with straight lies and bullcrap.
Your word means nothing when commit with fraud,
I cry in pain reaching out to God.
Not once does he hear his name, despite pleads, through and through.
You're trying to make everything the same, but all I have to say is
"*******".
Aryana Lovelace Apr 2020
Im apologizing ahead of time for what's to come,
Just be rest assured I was already numb.
I'm tired of trying and fighting for a life
That knocks me down and kicks me, it's a strife.
I wanna stand tall and breathe clean air
But find nothing but dirt and neglected care.
I stare in the mirror and hate what I see,
Mocking me, killing me, I'm my own disease.
And she's the queen. She's the queen,
The one I truly love.
But I won't admit it until we're close to up above.
Because what ruins friendship more than jealousy?
I'll cause nothing but catastrophe.
So I screamed and cried,
Bleed behind broken eyes,
And now I stand. I feel nothing at all, and I'll take her hand.
We made a deal, we made a pact.
A joined suicide, we'll die intact.
Aryana Lovelace Apr 2020
I wish to plant a single kiss
On her lips before I go.
Tell her I loved her,
Because I just couldnt show.
She'll never know the feelings I felt,
Or the way I would melt.
Tell her shes bright,
And I watch her at night
As she glows from lightyears away,
We'll meet again someday.
I hope she feels me when shes alone,
Stops those things that shes condoned.
Not now or in this lifetime,
But just soon I'll make you mine.
Aryana Lovelace Apr 2020
ill hold you close, so please, take another dose. not from his stupid bottle of callous, but from a new bottle, called happiness. shell care for you better, wrap you in her sweater and love you forever. even if shes feeling empty, ill have a new one. take another dose, so she can see you smile and be stunned. she tries doing her job, protecting you from him. but the slob spills his callous, making her jealous, withdrawals she fears. "join me in our life of euphoria" she begs, a cloud over her head, as he demands you to take another drag of his chemicals. she doesnt know what happens from here, but she hopes you stay with her, the cure.
this is for my brothers girlfriend, who wont walk away from a toxic relationship
Aryana Lovelace Mar 2020
I look at you, feel it in my heart
Your laugh, your smile, it's a work of art.
Breathe me in, hold me close
Take my love, for I won't let most.
Aryana Lovelace Mar 2020
Heard your voice to my right,
But as I turn you're not in sight.
Between these mind games playing,
And all the memories, staining
I refuse to go crazy,
But now everything's hazy.
Your face is on the wall,
I hear your voice in every call.
Everywhere I turn, there you are,
I head to the bridge, hop in my car.
Looking over, take my final breath
Your bodie's in the water, as I jump to my death.
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