he says people aren't who they say they are online but then you talk to him on the phone
he says gee your giggly tonight
'wwwwwhhhhhaaaaatttt"? every other word after you say something witty or cute(you think)
SO what are you up to tonight?
Send me a pic
Text me
Send me a pic plllleeeeeaaaseee  
Why won't you send me one
come on
Text me
i want to see what you look like.
Come on.....are you *****?
Looking for c  o  c k?
Sends a text message....I'm gonna call in a couple minutes sorry I was busy

ugh .......what the hell just happened? I ask myself.
Did i just speak with the most creepy *** fool I've ever spoke to?
UNLIKE who he was online yesterday
The screen really is a mask isn't it?

Through my penetrating articulation I separate the false,
instigating my reasoning with your sad pathetic thoughts.

I knew at once what your mind had foreseen,
drenching the city with your fiery Kerosene.

I have brought the match to make light of your deeds,
you'd have gotten away,
if it hadn't been for me.

I transformed my suffering into a new power,
one that which is infinite.
One whose sensation is pure bliss,
replete of holy wisdom.
All shall partake upon its intrepid path,
for his rod and his staff shall comfort thee.
Don't you see?
Love is infinite, through Jesus Christ
who strengthens me.

im so sick of screaming into my pillow, and banging my fist into my bed... making a reck of myself
so sick of playing stupid mind games to keep from thinking about it...
im so sick of acting like im okay with never seeing you....
so sick of trying to keep these tears from coming, and when they do
im so sick of hiding them behind closed doors
....biting down on my cloths so no one can hear me
daddy the only place i wanna be is in your arms....
i hate this.....
what will take this anger away?
so sick of not being able to write about anything else...
but you,
you don't even know this blog exists.
so sick of holding a grip on the poles of my head board that my hand goes numb,
hoping if i hold on long enough,
if i scream loud enough,
...cry hard enough...
that maybe i wont care anymore.
she said forget it, it wont happen... you'll never see him anymore then you do now..
do you not see how happy i am when im with him..
only one word of her saying yes could fix this...
nothing else...
and im so sick of it!
so i run....
run away
tell she cant find me
tell she forgets my existence
im sure it wouldn't be hard for her to do  
i run far away
until
i finally
become reunited
with you again.
ill run until i can jump into your arms
tell i can tell you how much ive missed you
and wonderd when i could see you again...
i would tell you
..that i love you
and i would never want to leave..
mom dont make me leave....
let me stay with my dad
ill be okay
please...
listen to me
i need this
i need him, with me..
please?

World wide war
Friendship lied
Happiness died
Love tried
And peace hides
Wars raised
People, dazed
And heaven plays
Death comes near
People become dear
And many faced fear
Poverty rolls
not caring about the hurt souls
And god knows how the time goes
People start to run
Because they are pulling guns
And the kids can no longer have fun
Now they see clearer
How the world is no longer
Dear as it used to be
They have been filled defeat
Feeling when the Earth’s heart skipped a beat
The war is now over
Leaving them feeling like over achievers
Citizens cannot be forgivers
They have lost all of their wisdom
Ruining what the world had just become
Now they have to pay the cost
For all whom they’ve lost
Soon to be filled with exhaust
Friendship lied
Happiness died
Love tried
And peace hides