I swear I feel him near me at times See his face so clear Smell his scent on me His hands through my hair I know my mind is playing tricks For he is just a ghost a sigh upon the wind
I know I'm almost getting over you when I stopped thinking about you in broad daylight but when nighttime creeps and the moon casts it's light upon my window I think of you again and how awful it had been to lose you when I don't even have you in the first place I think about the way I felt back then and will I ever feel that way again for anybody other than you I try to close my eyes and drift my thoughts to the future but I only sink further into this black hole in my mind and now I can't sleep and my mistakes haunt me I know I'd be fine in the morning Funny how the light gives me the impression that I can be new when every night I am the same old mess
You may of treat me like a princess But really you kept me prisoner Away from the loved ones you knew saw through you The ones who would of healled the bruises you left Instead you hide me from the real life for yourself Until the day i saw light Saw the truth And showed you the door With one last bruise you give me I realise i am better Releasing myself into the world Saying hello without looking over my shoulder Thats the life i lived Now im free and myself