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 Nov 2015 Ariel Baptista
MS Lim
1

Because I know my imperfections
others I don't judge

2

Because I don't listen to rumours
I am not confused

3

Because I don't over-stretch
I keep my balance

4

Because I mind my own business
others leave me to myself

5

Because I am not a member of any club
I keep my independence
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 Nov 2015 Ariel Baptista
RJC
If you want to feel alive
Again, or check you exist
Then lay in the bath
With your ears underwater
Not silent, but still.

Hear your own heartbeat,
Listen. Absorbed and soak;
A lifeform floating.
Like when you were
Consumed in the womb
And others thought about
Your heartbeat.
But not you, you were
Too busy trying to live.

Now you are trying to
Survive, but also thrive
And running water, like
Your veins, now afloat
Amongst the disorder.
 Nov 2015 Ariel Baptista
RJC
The anticipation of being wanted
Waiting for nutrients of the mind
And soul and savour our saved time

We build our lives on sandstone not granite
Not a meteor that hit but a shift of the tectonic plates
Slow but strong
Ever present but doubtful of their force
Easily denied but powerfully felt

The language of us
The one you met
Different to the one you found,
Stumbled into a parched
Waterfall.
 Nov 2015 Ariel Baptista
Amy Y
five o'clock shadow while scrawling angry words
on paper napkins and the whites of unpaid bills
tongued by strangers whose taste buds grasped
the glue sitting peeled beneath your fingers. heavy
to-do lists and fogged up glasses from shower
steam and overcooked, soggy angel hair.
you've always been a daydreamer but now i see
the architecture in your furrowed brow, you've built
a new line of skyscrapers in your brain that jut out
and **** and pollute this air. i can't quite read
the neon name that electrocutes you, but i
can see the tremor; hop-scotch kid turned
sour, with ****** knocked up knees. when
you daydream your gaze lifts you to
the power lines, so my knuckles crack
as your eyes slant south. i catch you staring at
the subway tracks, such sad depth inside your
bones. a chime goes off and bing - you're back -
spine up tall and spewing city lights. when you
spend your mornings in dust brushed cities
the sun begins to creep away. your eyes reflect
artificial light, hunched in eternal concrete clouds.
 Nov 2015 Ariel Baptista
Rj
Chronic
 Nov 2015 Ariel Baptista
Rj
I'm tired of feeling this way
The head aches won't go away
My emotions are out of check
Hell I'm crashing, human wreck
When it all hits you full force
And you blame the emotions
For your physical state
Do you assume this is it?
How you live from now on?
Has it all become chronic?
I'm sorry for the sad poem.
Do you think, maybe, I can't handle the hyperactive imagination that has been placed upon me? 

Do you think maybe that's why I snapped? 

Why I completely lost myself.
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