andy fardell

andy fardell Apr 2014

Chance

The drag of the day goes on
Even the weather feels my pain
For the rain cannot cleanse me
Nor the wine heal my whole

As another year approaches
Another year is gone
Some memories that have faded
Yet some they stay so strong

I wonder where your dust is
I wonder where you've gone
Yet inner me still hurts so
The pain can never heal
Another day without you
I wish this gone so real

I wish there was a heaven
A place that I could go
So we could walk another round
And talk about ..ya know

But I know you and off this world
The chance we have is one
So sad I'll be till time be done
My pain
My world
My life

andy fardell Apr 2014

Slow Me Down ..go easy

I see the dark turn into light
I hear you calling out my name
And I wonder ...
Let it be alright

Slow me down go easy
Let me live the life I roam
Slow me down go easy
I'm coming home

In the miles mapped of my journey
From the roads of San Rioch
For I've waited ...
For you to call

Slow me down go easy
Let me live the life I roam
Slow me down go easy
I'm coming home

Are you ready for our future
Is the writing on the wall
Can we live a life forever
I'm coming home

Slow me down go easy
Let me live the life I roam
Slow me down go easy
I'm coming home

andy fardell Apr 2014

One Wish

The heat from the shinning sun faded
Like my mind the dark clouds stole that smile
Yet carry on I hurt
Using the mask to hide my wince
For this dying heart

Even the birds no longer sing around me
Nor flowers perfume my senses
And my hunger is lost
To a beat so broken

For now I will lay here
Crying out a cure
Wanting life be better
Wishing there was more

andy fardell Apr 2014

The Path

Bent he stood waiting... watching
Looking for the breath that would be her last
Death had his smile ready
For he knew it would be soon

Slowly, quietly she faded
Family and friends looked away
As they paid their final respects
Peace at last for the pain was over

So in he reached for her soul and its wings
It was his turn now
His role to lead the once frail hand
To the place of her chosen path

His smile brought her smile
His role was much liked as he remembered
His first time so so long ago
His first journey be they heavens
Be his hell

andy fardell Apr 2014

Wanting Love

Here I sit waiting for the candle to extinguish
Your return still awaits me
The room feels so cold
A cold thats missing your love

My heart gone
It's heat now a distant faded light
Still waiting your footsteps
Still wanting you
Wanting love

A hint still tingles my senses
Perfumed sheets brings me your vision
Brings me alive
Come to my lair
My love
Come back

The years have gone and the candle burnt
Frozen out in a wanted room
I still look for your love
Amongst the faded pictures
Amongst the faded lives
I remember our time

#love

andy fardell Apr 2014

Tired

Dont you ever get tired
Tired of this day and last night
Tired of drinking coffee made from the gravy of a cows ****
Or tired from the vile armpits plastered in your face on the tube

I get tired
Tired of drivers that try and cut me in two like their scissors or something
Tired of so called men in cars with big exhausts and white vests parking in A disabled bay or parent and child when they are by themselves

I get tired too
Tired of all the fake news on the tv about a failed pop star loosening their Clothes whilst kids around the world starve
Tired of politicians telling me how much better off I am than i was 5 years Ago ....really !!!

Tiring aint it
Tired of people always moaning yet seeing them never take a step to Change their life's
Tired of the world in debt to itself from this so called money that doesn't Even exist
I'm tired of all this

Why cant we live together
Why do we do such harm
I want to live in heavens eyes
I want to live the land

Why do we fight for dusty tracks
Such evils are not born
It's time for us to change our rights
I'm tired of all this harm

So tired

#sad #life #tired

andy fardell Apr 2014

Sorry

Cherry blossom lips burned into his eyes
Words
Letters
And anger
Formed sounds that echoed so vehemently

This is real rage
Rage that even the bitter darkest clouds could
Only ever dream to be

Awash me my boiling blood
Feed me my need
Show me your scared
For I will lower my head and let the raging go on

But for what does it serve
A passion for love
A wanting for more
Care
True spirit

Yet I am the wrong
Words should not be of pain
They should be of hope
Encouraged in glory
Wrapped in a heart of fragility

Shamed in my soul I write in shivers
Puddles of sadness at my side
These eyes now empty and red
And I am sorry

#love #anger #hate #sorry #rage