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ALLYN Aug 2014
Had it all standing on top of the world when you was my girl. But tried to play tough and ****** around and messed it up. Pleasing the world and lost my girl.
All they say now Is **** man I'd would have never ****** that up.
lol stupid clown you wanted to please me but **** I was just hating because I wanted what you you had I was just angry no **** it i was mad. So I got in your head make think you needed better when in actuality I loved your girl as soon as I first Met her.
you guys were cute a perfect lil family
**** man you stupid I would have been made her marry me.
******* she loved you for just being you despite your distrust and the words of her family.
She would ride with you to the end holding you down like no other ****** she even went against her own mother!
Your girl loved you **** check the tat it's your name but you still looked to me for approval you ******* lame.
It's all over now and your heart is broken in two and neither part really belongs to you.
Too late she don't want it anymore shes cried her last tears and said her last goodbye.
And now you wanna cry out alibi ...too late playa she's out the door and this time she ain't coming back no more. She gave her all and then some but you gave her heartache and pain in lump sum. I know you loved her and still do but trying to please me she lost sight of the real you. I turned you into a monster n u hurt the one who loved you most now imma live my life I'm happy check my fb post.
ALLYN Aug 2014
Everlasting, Eternally, without end. Forever is only where we will begin.

From the beginning you and I were written to be.

Our souls destined to collide in this world of time a mere epiphany.

Forever is where we started you and I on this journey we run.

Forever is where we meet and connect as one it all started way before this lifetime had ever begun

. Looking in your eyes words are never needed. You feel me and I speak just to repeat it.

Lost in time we connect so easily because this is just our favorite memory.

Forever is where we started. Meeting time and time again our souls fall apart just to start over again.

You think you know me and I you, we've been here before standing together knocking at love's door.Each time we connect learning a little more.

Forever is where we started and forever is where we'll end I'll see you next lifetime so we can do it again.
ALLYN Aug 2014
I miss you like crazy!

This is'nt fair loving you is all I want and you're not here

I daydream about your lips and your gentle touch

partly because I can't sleep affraid of missing your call I tell mista sandman to come back tomorrow.

I think of you all day long you smile brittens my day. I want you here now! today!!

What have you done to me I'm useless for anything else my hours and mins drag on without you. The day seems pointless without you. Your love is my drug and i'm feening. Whitney said CRACK IS WACK but all I want is my drug back. This little time drags for eternity I need you here my serenity. My piece of mind from the tolls of the world my gift of peace that completes me.
ALLYN Aug 2014
overwhelmed by the feelings of hate and anger i find myself missing the humanity in love. Giving and giving till all that is me has become yours. Like a fein I yerned for the one thing I couldnt hold on to. Often id put on the hard mask to avoid showing the weakness of my dreadful sensitivity which has left me in the end singing the same ol song. ive broken the rules and looked over the flaws because love is blind right? WRONG
ALLYN Aug 2014
I fell in love. Well at lease I thought it was with you but truth be told I fell in love with love. I fell in love with the warm feeling of comfort. I fell in love with the feeling of being needed. I fell for love. I altered my view to see the love in you. The reality was I turned a blind eye to the truth. I looked over the minor details of reality. I fell for love not you. I fell for my own heart's desires.
ALLYN Aug 2014
Sad, Lonely, angry, abused. On the other side. On the other side he lives on the other side he delivers. On the other side he is. He is the man they love the man. The man of their eye. the man they see is not the man he has to be. Not the man they want him to be not the man the man that appeals to the real which is he. He desire love joy and pain all in one. He desires a her. Her which will hold him. Her which will help him. Her which loves him. she is the missing piece. The one who feels incomplete without him. Her that honors him because he honors the part of him that he sees in her. He raises her from the depths of sands of searching for him. From the endless journeys of lost loves that just didn’t fit as he does. He nurtures her because she is his source of life. He protects her as she grows by his side. He loves her mind body and soul, sometimes all at the same time. When they connect she gets lost in him because she knows that she is him and he is her. When they make love their senses and emotions become one. As she grows she protects him because he is now open to receive her back into him. As she grows she feeds the piece of her that he has lost. As she grows she holds on to him to stabilize the unit of them. She loves him endlessly because she loves herself. She gives herself to keep him strong for her…for them.

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