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 Apr 2019 Dormitory Corner
Me
Say
 Apr 2019 Dormitory Corner
Me
Say
My poems are just words
on a screen
that you read and wonder
why its so hard to say these words out loud
why is it easier to write them down
and you read them out to yourself
Idk why you even read my poems but its easier than saying stuff out loud to your face
 Apr 2019 Dormitory Corner
heyo
Sometimes I’m afraid
That I’m worse than what I say I am
The thing that you swear I’m not
I think I’ve convinced you to think I deserve your support no matter what they say

No.

“Convinced” is too forgiving
I forced you to hurt yourself for me, scaring you so many times that you no longer knew what it was like to have a second opinion
I just wish I’d known what I was doing to you
Im so sorry, you have no idea.
it's better when you whisper it
even though we shouldn't
be talking about it at all
we know i can do both.
i just got to figure out how to do both of them
at the same time
and keep them seperate.
both of you
You strike at my heart
It becomes tender
And with one final blow,
It breaks.

Chambers draw open
Contents outpour
And wide it remains
To receive all of life

Your heavy hand
Has made my heart
As tender as the soil
And as open as the sky
She covered herself
From head unto toe
Screaming and weeping
For not being seen
I love you because
Your shield and sword
Are there to protect
The tender lamb
Of your being
 Apr 2019 Dormitory Corner
Diana
"I'm scared"
She mumbled into his shoulder
As he held her tightly to his chest
"Of what"
He whispererd as he tilted her face
To meet his
"Of the way you look at me"
"And how's that"
"Like you love me
With an intensity I've never seen before"
 Apr 2019 Dormitory Corner
Diana
Well
Romantic poetry that is
Because I write about detailed experiences
I’ve never truly experienced
But imagined in my head

Because I’m done submerging myself
In the utopia of a perfect love
Between two hopeful romantics
Finally coming together

Because I’m done
Falling in love with the idea of love
Before I even get the opportunity
To fall in love

Because I wanna stop wrapping myself
Isolating myself
By temporarily living in the fictional world
That lies between the words
Of pages of books
In the aisles of abandoned public libraries
Where true love conquers all
Where life’s responsibilities blur
Fading in the background
While romance is magnified
To an unreachable level
That I desire to reach

But my question remains

W h E  n    w  i L  L
M  y          t     i    M    e
C o    M    E
?
Update #1: May 2020 + single in quarantine
Update #2: September 2020 + single
Update #3: June 2021 + single
Update #4: October 2021 + single while attending in-person school
Update #5: April 2022 + kissed a beautifully kind stranger <3
Update #6: July 2022 single and going to a gym with pretty ppl
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