We mourn the dead day and night
As our love for them was always right
We feel scorching grief and sorrow
As if our body is empty and hollow
We mourn the dead but forget the living
Never assuming they might not be forgiving
We say we love them but we just forget
And that mistake always ends in regret
For we lose the chance to show that we care
Making them loathe us and live in despair
They feel jealous for being replaced
Replaced by ones supposedly erased
So mark my words and hear me out
I am not saying go out and about
Hold the lost ones deep within your heart
And cherish the ones around you before it's too late to start

The lust for thrones has lasted long
Since the begining of right and wrong
Loved ones lost and children killed
All for greatness to be fulfilled
Honor , glory and fame
Without your beloved they aren't the same
And after we reach this legendary goal
We ask ourselves what was the toll
With a broken heart how can I rule
Oh god I must have been a fool

Rotten apple
Pungent smell
They dine on innocents
As they rise from hell
You shall be happy no more
As tomorrow's dawn will not shine like before
You shall know nothing but pain
And more of it you will gain
You shall live in fear
And hear the screams of whom you hold dear
Screaming from this black abyss
Asking God why are we suffering from this?
The sole reply came from an old man
He said our wrongs are too many to be forgiven
For This is the end of the life that we have driven
Silence filled the air
There was nothing in it but despair
Fate acceptance filled their faces
Death was nearing them in fast paces
They died without regret
For they realized that fate must always be met

An entity dwells within me
It's dark and cruel but only I can see
It drives me mad throughout the day
Making the good in me fade away
It lusts for blood and people's pain
For it grows stronger the more pain I gain
I look at it everynight in the mirror
For one's self is his biggest terror

Arrogant fool across the land
Holds powers in his hand
And rules the weaklings with a sword
Telling them your say must not be told
Killing whom he wishes to ****
Making his people believe it's a daily drill
But some fine men always rebel
Filled with desire to end this hell
Gathering as many people as they can
Driven by their desire to have a free life span
They decide to attack the rotten one
Ending this misery that he calls fun
They destroyed the palace walls
The lair of the corrupted finally falls
The rotten king never put up a fight
For he was just bark and no bite

I see it every night in my head
The lives I ended , the blood I shed
I see myself standing with a knife
And a woman begging me to spare her life
The woman's eyes are filled with tears
The look on her face feels like a thousand spears
I see the cruel smile on my face
A face with no sign of grace
"Spare her life " my soul cries
The cries are in vain for she always dies
I see this every night in my head
Is this my punishment for all the blood I shed?


Abdelrahman Magdy

Alone all alone in a very wide sea.
I've lost my way and there is no one but me.
I yelled and yelled but there was no response.
I kept on swimming , hoping to find a shore.
There was nothing but failure knocking on my door.
I yelled again until I was out of breath.
I was afraid this would be my death.
To die alone with no one beside me.
No friends nor family , none of them is to be found.
For I for eternity in my failures will be bound.
I failed a lot and lost their trust.
whenever they looked at me I saw signs of disgust.
Never meant to fail just wanted to help.
Yet again I'm a failure when I touch something it breaks.
I don't know why my heart aches.
Perhaps it's because I am near my grave.
My only wish is to see tears.
In the eyes of the people who neglected me all these years.
When they look at my corpse and see.
The smile on my face as I knew someone cared for me.
Only then I will know.
I will be happy where ever I go.