Abandoned yet ignorant to unfairness,
I smiled on every people that passed by,
and all I get is a ticket to die,
where is the love and what they call kindness?

I was left to rot and was seen as a pest,
People hurt me when all I wanted was love,
I have no shelter, yet my head smiles above,
looking forward for another day like its a test.

They found me, raised me and fed to the fullest
I was happy until they took me away
I became stressed, yearning for a loving caress
The last thing I wished was to stay.

They sent me to the unknown,
ignorant and helpless,
my heart beats fast as my sorrow had grown,
all I needed was love yet they see me less.

A research instrument only to die in space,
as I re-entered I'm burning all over the place,
as I die my only wish was another life,
a life that will give me love and survive.

I don't know when you will be mine,
Or when you will be with someone else.
But in my heart, I love you,
Yet my mind tells me that it's unrequited.

I stand on the precipice of my feelings,
Torn between the desire to confess
And the fear of rejection.
The words I long to say
Are trapped in the corridors of my heart,
Echoing in the silence of my solitude.

Every time I see you,
My heart beats a symphony of hope and despair,
A melody only I can hear.
I cherish the moments, the fleeting glances,
The smiles that light up my world,
Yet leave me yearning for more.

My mind, ever practical, warns me,
"This love is unreturned, unspoken, and unfulfilled."
But my heart, filled with passion and dreams,
Whispers, "Hold on, perhaps one day..."

I watch as you walk away,
Hand in hand with fate,
While I remain in the shadows,
Bound by the chains of my unvoiced love.

I dream of the day I can tell you,
The day my courage overcomes my fear,
But until then, I live in this silent reverie,
Loving you from afar,
A love that gives me strength and breaks me all at once.

For now, my love remains a secret,
A beautiful yet painful secret.
I love you yet, I can't tell you.
And so, I continue to wait,
Hoping that one day, you might see me,
And hear the unspoken words of my heart.

Always eloping
To a place that needs finding,
Love and attention is what you get
Yet, people go and they will forget.

Charming as you walk
Seeing you, people will talk
hoping for a true affection
Yet, only lust gets their attention.

As you purr for a friend
You go for the trend,
When the time is bent
Green leaves is your tent.

A stray like you,
With heart that is morning dew
Life is charming, to a fake love hue
In the end you are a highway stew.

I am nothing but a waste to you,
Thinking about it makes me feel blue.
I thought that our love is true
But the trial made us due.

Time is all I need
For me to do the deed.
Yet all was rushed
And our love is out of touch.

You made me your tool
To your success, I was a fool.
Your pride made you a ghoul
For it was an act that made you cool.

I gave you everything,
But you said I was nothing.
To your heart I am a disposal
To your soul it states refusal.

You used me well with no closure,
Memories was never your treasure.
Yet your lust was your ideal,
For my body was pleasure you feel.

I loved you, I do
But all the good is untrue.
In the beginning it was all an act
your love is a deception, that's a fact.

The day when love goes bloom
my heart taste defeat and I feel blue
Everyday the air felt like my tomb
It's like my emotions are untrue.

I destroyed this feelings for you
So I could set you free
I don't want to be a hue
That starts a fire and burn a tree.

You gave me a cold shoulder
It makes me freeze in emptiness
In every wind of defeat I shiver
And in every snow I felt loneliness.

I failed to deserve you
I couldn't give what you wanted
You deserve others than I do
All I can say is I'm broken and busted.

Even though my eyes are clear
I'm still blinded by the love
The love so pure as white as dove
Seared with pain I sensed fear.

Yet it doesn't stop me from thinking
About that day that you don't want me
I'm tired of thinking on how to flee
Feels like I'm the one losing

When I carry this pain inside
I just want to say how much I love you
Because in the end all those are true
Even if I'm just a "set aside"

I'm tired, yes I do, so drained
My heart will stop beating
As if I was a flower wilting
This things got me chained

I am blindly in love with you
Even if it the odds are against me
Even the I die like a flee
My emotions will always be true.

Even if it hurts, I smile
My feelings of happiness is a lie
Deep inside my heart I'm bleeding
Holding back the feeling of loathing.

The tears of sadness twisted with joy
Living a life as if I was a toy
Pretending to play house with fantasy
The pain is overdosed like ecstasy.

Longing for the love I wanted
From miles away it tilted
To the road where she likes it
And the place which I am unfit.

Thus, I pretend my emotions
To start no worries and commotions
Even if it burns like hell
I'll die hearing the funeral bell.