Got up early
Am out of sync
Wish I hadn't

At moments when I consider it
Standing on that edge

I hear that warm tune of your laughter
I feel myself smile

and step back

What defines you?
Your family? Friends? Relatives too?
I throw my head back in sweet laughter
Even though I’m sad
Asking if you think that I
Have somebody who cares

You say don’t give up
You say I don’t know
That the people who love me
Are always close

I wonder what you mean
When you say this with a smile
Who would WANT to love me
Even though you say I have a sweet smile

I reply I don’t know
And there’s nothing to say
Because my meaning is ebbing away
Nothing defines me
Nothing ever will
For I am somebody
Who will never be filled

Sometimes.
There's a wetness around my eyes.
And it feels like I've cried.
But what I have isn't tears.
Just a tumble of emotions.
Ranging, roaring.
And.
I just need a hug.
Yet, it's awkward, you know.
Sometimes.