I hate love
I love hate
             Hate is love
                            Love is hate

i think she's as sweet as boba,
a calming breeze
she is just there for me,
shes's as pretty as a poppy
bright as day,
like a star thats far away,
i can't hold her
since she went away
when she used to hold me
i felt so light and happy
but she left
and left me alone
the reason why
i won't love again

She cracked my edges
And left me broken
Wore my strength down
And finally destroyed me

Life is as long as it is short

Look at you, young thing

cracked skin with string

hanging between wounds

covering stitches with fabric

and hoping scrying eyes don't see

but they do see

they want to see

they want to help, kid

let them help

I know the end is near
The bite of death, so sweetly sour
As the cool shower
Of tears and sweat,
Hold me close
Marionette
I know the end is near

Oh the fear of blood
hemophobia in its trueness
Your bite is hard and cruel,
My eyes can’t take it
I close them and tell myself
“I’m fine!”
But am I really in the inside?

Oh your teeth so sharp and deadly
Your warm breath so close but far
Oh truth, why did you go afar?
Your teeth grab my neck,
So thin and boney,
It’s the end
I’llremember your scent of honey

A short story, of hate and love,
A story of despair and justice,
A story of untold fury and hope,
A story of life and death
A story we all have.

my mouth seems sewn shut
im becoming quiet through the noise
the world is loud and obsessive
i cant look now
for my wings are already out
spread out, shadowing others
my mouth is quiet
but my actions are loud

my glass is clear
i want to fill my bottle
my life is half full
half full or half empty
whether or not
is does i'll decide
if i want to live
and die inside
or fall alone
and feel alive

As nail picks skin away
and my thoughts consume me
i remember a faint, but haunted memory

One of childhood, bitter yet calm
with a tv lit up, commercials all drawn
and people advertising this and that
but my attention was only on the cat

The cat jumped high, and jumped low
The cat did flips, and rolled so slow
The cat grinned, and flipped an ear
said "Come here child, and listen here"

The cat told me tales, of people and beings
so real and honest
it felt like it wasn't dreaming

but mom came in and sat down again
and the cat went back to his actions again.

Ain’t it fun, to pull each other’s strings
Ain’t it fun, to pull each other’s buttons
But what effects happen to the person,
Anxiety, depression, and despair
ADD
Add all the effects and what do you get
A angry, deceptive, defensive
Person who has problems
ADD
Addictive but fun, no problems right?
Wrong, your false pretenses
Affecting lives of the young
ADD

Home isn’t where the heart is
No where is home for me
People can laugh
And people can scream
Just do it, it won’t hurt me
You don’t care really
You lie to my face
thinking you can get by me
I know your lies
I know your truth
I know secrets I can never tell
I’m sworen to silence
But you know now
Hit me and punch me all you want
You’ll never break me
No matter what
Your mask is breaking, little dove
You may have cracked my mask as well, but I remain stronger
Tell this to anyone,
They won’t believe you
“She’s a liar”
“She’s a fake”
My mind can take it  
Tell me your secrets
Little dove
I’ll keep them safe
Till the end
When you tell me
Or if you don’t
I already knew them
Little dove
For I am the queen of seeing sadness and secrets
Hurt me all you want
Little dove
But I will never tell
The secrets I hold
You will never know
Little Dove

Flustered I am when I talk to you
You don’t love me, but I love you

The world in the eyes of a child is bright and pure
The world in the eyes of a teen is dark and sour
The world in the eyes of a adult is fruitful and deadly
The world in eyes of a elder is silent and peaceful
The world in the eyes of the dead is nothing.

Death is sweet to some, flowers all around
For others, their names are gone, unknown to the world
The flesh on bones, wearing away
The blood ****** out
Bones wrapped in vines, awaiting
The flowers to bloom
Herald of death, Herald of heaven
Argue over souls
The souls weep tears of sorrow
As they are taken away
Herald of death,
Your methods dark
Torture and pain so true
Your words so hateful and deep
**** me now
Herald of heaven
Your methods light
Love and respect so true
Your words so sweet and careful
Revive me now
Either way of passing, go into
Your life is on their hands
Young, old, and dead

Would i jump off the edge,
if you told me to?
You know i'll do anything for you
I''l climb the mountain, to reach you
I'll **** your demons, if i have to
I'll hold you close and will never let you go
cause if i do, dear, i'll probably lose control
It doesn't matter what you wear, i'll love you always
Cause if you knew, dear, i think you wouldn't feel the same
Whatever you need me to do, i'll do for you
I'll do anything for you
I'll stay inside and hug you, if you need me to
I'll keep you close and protect you, if i have to
Whether or not, dear, you love me back
I'll trust you

Every day is pointless
Unless someone wants me there

Why do people hate?





When it’s just another form of love?


Why do people lie?



When it’s another’s truth?


Why do we all live?


If we are just made to die?

I’ve know you for a while
And the fact is the truth
The rumors that someone made
Are very true
Yes, I cannot speak about what I did
But only know
That I did it for you

You stay with me when I'm sick
with your hair draped like curtains
lips painted red like roses on the table
you lay down with me with your arms wrapped around me
your breath on my shoulder
and your heart in my dry palms
you gave me every part of you
your love, your body, your soul, your life ...
"whatever you want in the world, I'll give it to you"
you spoke to me in silence
but when I wake up
vibrant red flowers are withered
your marks have disappeared
the sheets are new and clean
and i cry

I want to fly away, farther than anyone,
quicker than a bullet, in the bright summer sun,
but they keep me down to Earth,
hidden by the atmosphere,
why i can't i fly away with them,
away with my dear,
I keep holding on to a person who is gone,
i keep trying to rekindle what is forever gone,
but if i try then maybe they will come back to me
possibly, only maybe, they will love me

My lover is the Earth and I am her moon,
I’ll circle her till the end,
Protecting her till then
Her eyes are as cool as water
And her skin a lovely tan
Her hair is like fire,
Her clothes green as trees
She holds me like the atmosphere
She brushed me like the wind
And as she leans close to whisper
All I hear is crackling of lava
As the breathe hits my skin.

She loves the sea,
Clear and blue
Like I will never be
But she carries me across
The blue as she has me
She loves me
She cares for me

Never been a fan of this holiday,
always lookin at the lies and troubles
I'm suppose to be happy this time of year
so why do i feel this empty?
where is all my cheer?
The cold hits like flash,
last leaf falling from the tree
It's that time of year

A fool is one who cries
When they are rejected
The fool is the one who lies
When they are affected

A pit of fear and conquest
A place where demons thrive
A place only for the best
To arrive alive

One will overcome fear
If one doesn’t hold something near
The gates of hell awakening
Pray for us
As we are all weaklings

Claws of polished nail
Skin of false tone
Words of deadly poison
Pushes of brute power
Rope of release
Shouts of sorry
Hung from the tree
Of apples of blood
What have you done
To cause it again?

give me a smile, give me a grin,
give me a happy meaning, even in the end
as i can't help but die inside
even if you stare at me,
i won't care
as i feel fine,
i feel great,
can't keep me down
i'm gonna raise the stakes,
so just follow me,
i'm gonna shine, brighter than the stars
if i can stand, then i can fall,
but if i fall i'm gonna shine bright still
as you can't hit me
i'm gonna shine like a star

I choked on my fear
I fell to my knees
****** and bruised
But don’t make my mistakes
Seem like flaws
For my mistakes
Are what I love
About myself

I'm questioning my sanity
questioning me,
questioning why i like this person
I like them for hopes and personality,
not for their looks and beauty,
she likes to dress up as other people,
and go party with her friends,
but i'm always here when she comes back,
and the cycle starts again