Life is a road, rocky and unstable
Roadsides are filled with people unmoving
Sacrifices lead to 2 sided paths
One for angelic peace
Other for devilish beauty
Unless we think
Not to go forward
Unless we think
To go backwards

Ink = blood
Liquor = courage
Coward = bravery
Honor = lies
Cruelty = serenity

nothing is important anymore
i just want to be gone

i think she's as sweet as boba,
a calming breeze
she is just there for me,
shes's as pretty as a poppy
bright as day,
like a star thats far away,
i can't hold her
since she went away
when she used to hold me
i felt so light and happy
but she left
and left me alone
the reason why
i won't love again

You stay with me when I'm sick
with your hair draped like curtains
lips painted red like roses on the table
you lay down with me with your arms wrapped around me
your breath on my shoulder
and your heart in my dry palms
you gave me every part of you
your love, your body, your soul, your life ...
"whatever you want in the world, I'll give it to you"
you spoke to me in silence
but when I wake up
vibrant red flowers are withered
your marks have disappeared
the sheets are new and clean
and i cry

As nail picks skin away
and my thoughts consume me
i remember a faint, but haunted memory

One of childhood, bitter yet calm
with a tv lit up, commercials all drawn
and people advertising this and that
but my attention was only on the cat

The cat jumped high, and jumped low
The cat did flips, and rolled so slow
The cat grinned, and flipped an ear
said "Come here child, and listen here"

The cat told me tales, of people and beings
so real and honest
it felt like it wasn't dreaming

but mom came in and sat down again
and the cat went back to his actions again.

Within a container
I poured my hate
Within a container
I poured you away

my glass is clear
i want to fill my bottle
my life is half full
half full or half empty
whether or not
is does i'll decide
if i want to live
and die inside
or fall alone
and feel alive

A short story, of hate and love,
A story of despair and justice,
A story of untold fury and hope,
A story of life and death
A story we all have.

They're just playing with me,
heart and everything
pulling on strings
they tell me
"gimme more gimme more"
as they brush against my arms
and hold my calves down
while i'm stating
"no more, baby, can't hold on anymore"
they tell me they want me,
but to another when
i can't be there
am i really your love
or just a doll to play with
and pull around
just for fun?

sat alone waiting for a sign
holding on to you
simply following along
don't leave me alone too
and you said it,
"Leave me alone, just leave you pest"
and so i stood there
crying in silence
bleeding out feelings
standing down
falling on the floor
giving you all i needed
left here dead
bleed out my heart

I hate love
I love hate
             Hate is love
                            Love is hate

in the mid of night
no one says anything
could you pay the price
would you sell anything
to get them back
to where they came
would fly or die
in the wrath of gods
there is no mercy
hide your feelings
hide your friends
hide your family
from everything
around your town
you are leaving
you are fighting
you are losing
everything tonight

She cracked my edges
And left me broken
Wore my strength down
And finally destroyed me

Home isn’t where the heart is
No where is home for me
People can laugh
And people can scream
Just do it, it won’t hurt me
You don’t care really
You lie to my face
thinking you can get by me
I know your lies
I know your truth
I know secrets I can never tell
I’m sworen to silence
But you know now
Hit me and punch me all you want
You’ll never break me
No matter what
Your mask is breaking, little dove
You may have cracked my mask as well, but I remain stronger
Tell this to anyone,
They won’t believe you
“She’s a liar”
“She’s a fake”
My mind can take it  
Tell me your secrets
Little dove
I’ll keep them safe
Till the end
When you tell me
Or if you don’t
I already knew them
Little dove
For I am the queen of seeing sadness and secrets
Hurt me all you want
Little dove
But I will never tell
The secrets I hold
You will never know
Little Dove

Would i jump off the edge,
if you told me to?
You know i'll do anything for you
I''l climb the mountain, to reach you
I'll **** your demons, if i have to
I'll hold you close and will never let you go
cause if i do, dear, i'll probably lose control
It doesn't matter what you wear, i'll love you always
Cause if you knew, dear, i think you wouldn't feel the same
Whatever you need me to do, i'll do for you
I'll do anything for you
I'll stay inside and hug you, if you need me to
I'll keep you close and protect you, if i have to
Whether or not, dear, you love me back
I'll trust you

Life is as long as it is short

I want to fly away, farther than anyone,
quicker than a bullet, in the bright summer sun,
but they keep me down to Earth,
hidden by the atmosphere,
why i can't i fly away with them,
away with my dear,
I keep holding on to a person who is gone,
i keep trying to rekindle what is forever gone,
but if i try then maybe they will come back to me
possibly, only maybe, they will love me

What happened to my mind,
when did i fall down below,
how did i not realize,
that you are leaving me
to stay here alone

Flustered I am when I talk to you
You don’t love me, but I love you

i've noticed how sad i've become
i wouldn't tell my family
nor my friends
since everything is happening to them
It's my sister's birthday today,
why aren't i happy for her?
when i'm suppose to be so plentiful with joy
I used to be shining with happiness
now i'm just dull with nothingness

I thought my words were something to them
My wit ends and my soul dies
my emotions are enclosed in brackets
bent and inward, bottling up till i overflow
i have found that keep emotions in helps for awhile
but i always get hurt at the end
still i continue doing it
to never let anyone in
i have broken my wall before
and i have just broken again

Ain’t it fun, to pull each other’s strings
Ain’t it fun, to pull each other’s buttons
But what effects happen to the person,
Anxiety, depression, and despair
ADD
Add all the effects and what do you get
A angry, deceptive, defensive
Person who has problems
ADD
Addictive but fun, no problems right?
Wrong, your false pretenses
Affecting lives of the young
ADD

My seat is by the window
I get to look out into a parking lot
Many cars are parked out there
I can't seem to want to be here
I relate to the red one in the back
It's cracked and has no plate
It's lights are shattered
and its bumper is bruised
I wonder who drives it

I know the girl in front of me
She's nice as can be
She sits by the window too
And i see her also writing poetry
I wonder if she would share hers,
if i shared mine, but i can't
Mine are too sad, and hers look light
I don't want to ruin another's life

Never been a fan of this holiday,
always lookin at the lies and troubles
I'm suppose to be happy this time of year
so why do i feel this empty?
where is all my cheer?
The cold hits like flash,
last leaf falling from the tree
It's that time of year

my mouth seems sewn shut
im becoming quiet through the noise
the world is loud and obsessive
i cant look now
for my wings are already out
spread out, shadowing others
my mouth is quiet
but my actions are loud

I'm questioning my sanity
questioning me,
questioning why i like this person
I like them for hopes and personality,
not for their looks and beauty,
she likes to dress up as other people,
and go party with her friends,
but i'm always here when she comes back,
and the cycle starts again

O' little one, tales of old and new,
shall tell you of our history, whether fake or true,
there's always two sides to a stories,
perspectives unknown,
would you be our savior,
with love we haven't known,
for when people have self doubt,
we will never grow,

O' growing faithful one, your stories appearing
you fought others for glory,
but is it who you're meant to be,
follow the path of your mind,
and do not stray,
for you shall be the one to save the day,

O' youngster of my brethren, you have turned wicked
and your heart is now cold, where did you wrong,
have you no pride, for what you've created
have you no sorrow for those killed,
whist your knives be stained with red,
and your clothing wet from those tears,
that they shed, for you have no mercy
and we have no hope

O' old soldier, do you see what you made,
a land of horror and pain,
children and men are scare all the same,
and you are the cause of it all

do you feel pain
or do you feel happiness
do you feel pride
or sorrow
do you feel nothing
or everything
I'm sorry you're helpless
You fool of mine