I feel hollow inside
Like nothing can fill me
I’m reaching out to you now
Because one time, you healed me

A lone tree in the garden
Of my insecurities
Surrounded by the life
Of things that killed me

Lurking for love
With roots running deep
All I find is disappointment
Disappointment in me

When will I be enough
Asks the young/old willow tree
Limbs wagging in the wind
“Whatever will be will be”

Close the garden gates
And leave me in peace
With my vices and vacancy
I wish you wouldn’t leave

When songs become keys to unlocking memories
But I am only reminded of you
Lyrics shaped in such a way
There is nothing more I can do
But let my mind softly drift away
Somewhere lost and far
Sailing the oceans, drifting on waves
To wherever you are

My nails are red
My eyes are blue
I’m in love with someone
That someone is you

My heart is cracked
But my love is still true
I paint my nails red
Because of you

As red as the blood
I feel flowing inside
As red as my love
That you tried to make die

As red as my hair
As red as my pride
As red as your lust
I see burning inside

And blue are my eyes
Softly searching your skin
And blue is your heart
​​​​​​​Simply wanting me

You never leave my mind
I hope you know that
Thoughts of you flood my mind every morning when I wake
And when I sleep, I long for your warm body next to mine
The thought of losing you is sometimes more than I can bare
So I pray even harder that you will forever be there
But then reality sets in
...What is reality?
You are my reality and you are my fairytale
And I will have it no other way