Crushing heavy apathy Heart racing with anxiety I would rather be in misery Than feel just absolutely nothing Every thought I have is haunting Please just let me feel something
Under this weight I will break Forget me for your own sake No tears to cry Not scared to die Still, I'm alive Don't ask me why I'm chocking with every breath Chocking while wishing for death
“Only optimists commit suicide, optimists who no longer succeed at being optimists. The others, having no reason to live, why would they have any to die?”
If my fate is to love you From a distance Then I'll burn for you Like a star in your night sky Bright, steady, reliable Unwavering Until the end of time.