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I want to be alone in isolation
But then I live with frustration
I don't want love
But I want to feel loved
I don't want relationships
But I want someone to share my hardships
I don't want the pain
I want to feel sane
I want to be held
I didn't like it when they yelled
I have a huge heart
That got ripped apart
I had to build a wall
Because of it all
To protect what remains
Its hard to remove these stains
Even though I tell myself no
My heart still tells me to go
I don't want to be broken and alone I want someone of my very own someone to share my life even the strife grow old cuddle when its cold

I
    still
         want
      it
all

                 But
                      I
                        Don't
                           Want
                        To
               Fall
Dear Cupid,
your bow hit its mark not for another but for me to love myself.
And for that I thank you.

Dear Cupid,
your bow hit me not for a mate
but to love Mother Gia as I do.
And I thank you.

Dear Cupid,
Your bow made its mark
not for a lover but to love life.
And for that I thank you.

Maybe the forth time
will be the charm to find me a mate.
So I shall thank you
in-advance.
Inspired by Dinika thank you
It seems these dreams have seeped into my head while in bed
I can't shake this feeling that life is the dream instead
I want wake from this nightmare called life as I wipe away my tear and try to over come my fear
This panic is tragic I wish I could live in my dreams like magic away from all the havic
I dream of a place with no pain no strife no longing for a knife no one to call you insane because everyone is tame
These dreams seem real I just want to feel normal but that's not possible

What
                                  if
         life
                                            is
             ­      just
a
                                 dream
  Nov 2017 Angel-like rain castle
Seema
I am losing my interest to write
Battling my senses, yet I fight
The emotions drain me down
And I find myself sitting with a frown


©sim
you sense it grow
and rather would not
look at it too closely,
prefer that it remain
just vaguely powerful

until one day it crystallizes
into a sphere
   perfectly polished, brilliant,
but hard to bear alone

you start the search
for one who would be willing
and of worth to share
with you
what weighs you down
while it elates you,
   desperately,
at times

you learn that there are few
whom you would gladly have
   alleviate your burden
many just want to share
   the tiny part
you´d rather keep yourself

others already bear their lot
and, willing though,
could only join you
for a while

love can be a hard thing
in its time
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