I feel dumb near you.
My knees go numb.
My tongue get stuck
My mind get drunk.
Basically I say stupid stuff.
But my eyes stays glued
And my heart knows the truth.
This idiot infront of you thinks it likes you.

The slip of my tongue.
Cost me dearly tonight.
For a moment of bliss I lost my life.

I regret what I said.
My heart is clawing out of my chest.
Ohh how I wish I could turn back time.

But I've said what I've said.
And you left like you did.

And I realised I'm left alone with all this regret

I'm sitting here tears in my hand
While my whole family just walks by
Get over yourself i hear them say
How do get over this hurt
HOW Do You Just get over this pain

Not even a hug is that to much to ask
Or someone just sit down and ask me whats wrong
Just that will make me less alone
I know I'm not like your other daughters but what do i need to do
Just to have a little bit of love.

I feel like I would be better off on a strangers porch,
I feel like they would come out and try.
But my own family would get mad
How dysfunctional are we

But yeah just give me a minute to stone ill turn
Walk like the robot you raised me to be
Ill take your orders and continue breathing.

Somehow I saw a glimpse of your soul. It was more than what my mind could reach. My heart can touch. Because your beauty your love deserve someone better than what I am. I'm giving you away even though you already walked  . I'm letting u go even though I've been standing alone.
I was so blind so dumb to think someone as great as you, could ever love someone like me. I understand, the best part of me is the reason . Maybe in another life where I'm more of a man. I'll be good enough for someone like you... I wish I could change I would in a heartbeat but I'm stuck with who I am and you with who you are... Happy endings don't exist for everyone and this isint my story this is yours. I'm just in the background that you can't see.

I'll never send.
My feelings in these words.
You love him and I love you.
More than the trees love the sun. Or the waves loves the moon. Although I feel just as helpless of reaching you as the leaves reaching for the sun. Or the waves touching the face of the moon.
I still feel the powerful attraction and still feel your ray of love. But I seem to only get what is left over, of your love.