The way we fit perfectly in each others arms;  
Or how we explore each other minds freely and openly.
This is what I love about us.

Light has consumed my tender heart;
Even now as you grasp it a ray escapes.
You hold my heart kindly and without hesitation.
As my heart grows heavy with all the hardships of life, I know you will still hold my heart with the same tenderness as we grey.

You keep me sane and safe.
Everyday I get closer;
Closer to your trust,
Closer to your heart,
And closer to be your everything.
This is what what I love about you.

A shallow breath crease these pages,
A  cry for help goes unnoticed.

The cool heat of this itch,
Embers of light return,
Even if it’s just for a moment.

Where the excessive taps fade and stirring quiet ensues; the tears sting these wounds.
These wounds I have found a warm, numbing comfort in.

The clouds erupt in tears;
Winds thrash with fever.
The sky cries today;
Unrelenting tears making waves below.

Fish careen through the seas;
Swimming in reckless abandon.
Plants sweat with desperation;
Why is the sky crying.

Walls ***** to mask the need;
Raindrops race to feed.
Dogs hide to ease the fear;
Concealing the want.

A want and a need;
Grow and intertwine.
We mask what we need;
Announcing what we can not want.

A silent deception on the surface;
A loud discontent on all sides.
True grief on the inside
A hollowed out cube of family misconception.

Why did I only get to know you once you
passed?
If only i could go back in time;  
To before all the misinformation.
A solemn mistake I can not take back.

I’m sorry grandpa I really will miss you;
Please forgive all my misgivings.

Lay closer,
I need to feel you next to me.
Come closer,
I need you to be here for me.

Commands are useless
Pleas are meaningless
What I need is reality;
You are not here.

You will never be here again;
I live in perpetual denial.
Yet I still feel you.
Here I go again.

Please stay,
I need you to keep me sane.