My shy lover,
with her pretentious persona,
She feels but can’t express.
Marshmallow like underneath her hard shell

A free bird but her thoughts enslave,
She hurts but never retaliates
Anxious yet patience

Easy to love, harder to decipher
Not easily to in love but makes loving easy
From a total stranger
to the most familiar
Antarah will be jealous of my love for her…

Forever was never a given but
Hopeful I was,
The promises made still hold.
I refuse to give this love to anyone else
Because
I love you still but you love me less!

My unexpected arrivals,
beautiful yet ugly....
Each carry a story,
the souvenirs I carry
protruding and innocent
each one a journey

Exhausted but not defeated,
the whispers scream surrender and
the sighs are visible on my face.
But history remembers not those who show their backs...

Deep stares into your soul,
forgetting what i’d done to deserve you.
Beyond the years lies the answer,
but the catharsis is in the knowing

Bad days end with laughter
Good days start with tears
The cycle of life continues
It's up to you to evolve....