I try my best to hide what I find unattractive because I want people to love me I’ve realized I need to learn to love myself before I love others I don’t need to change for anyone but myself I want boys to notice I’m attractive but no one talks to me and I talk to no one the more I sit in my classes wondering if that boy I know and love likes me back I sit there with my head low and zoning out unless I see them my brain works when i know they see me too my heart wants to confess but knows the reality of it most times every boy will reject you it’s happened to me twice that’s why I try and try again to make myself look pretty I wash my face do my makeup put perfume on but no one seems to notice me but my crave for love makes it hard not to hide what I find unattractive