In Jesus Christ name I pray


Lord
Let my cup runneth over
From your pitcher
Into my glass forever more

Please
Forgive me for all the sins I need to be forgiven for

Please take the taste of my addictions from my tongue

Please make me a woman
So I can be a mother to my sons.

Please work my mind
Until it is no longer weak.

Please show me my nasty ways until
The change of beauty is what I seek.

Make me a sore loser
So I will desire to always win.

Please give me a sign
So I know where to begin

Give me tremendous responsibility
So I can stop behaving as a child

Punish my disobedience
So I will not live so wild

Show me what trash is
So I can learn to be treasure

Blind me of temptaitions and the desire of pleasure

Lord let me fall apart so I can learn to put it all together.

Take me to my worst, so I can grow into better.

Show me wrong , Lord so I can learn right

Show me Cowardice
So with bravery I will fight.

My life ain't right father
Lord whip me into shape.

Make me an honest woman
So I will never loose faith.

Allow me to be
Not who I want to
But who you ment me to be

Allow me to walk in your sons footsteps
And let your Glory shine threw me.

I confess to you Lord
I've have been living the life you gave me
For no one but myself

But this life you've given me lord,
I would rather live it for you

That's the only way I will ever be any good to anything or anyone else.



In Jesus Christ name I pray,
Amen

Hes Not even in love with you
That's why your so uncomfortable
You can't shake the feeling of what he has done to you.

So instead finding someone good for you
You say things and do things that you shouldn't do.

You mad at me.
But you should be mad at him
God don't like ugly
So baby you'll never win.

So hurt so deep down
Your stalking and haking
"the next *******" account.

I may or may not be a lot of things
& Even without my teeth I will still eat .
But you got eyes
That will never see
The problem is you
It was never Tee.

I just came threw and fell in line..
Passed go and collected mine
I went to jail
Then got out free.
But we won't be able to say the same for you
If you keep harassing me..

Since your so down
That's where you will sit...
If you really think I am a weak *****..

I don't even think or worry about you
But I'm always on your mind
Go find something to do.

Maybe if you worried about "your man"
The way you do me,
He wouldnt be pullin the TLC
n creep.

I don't even want dude..
Your so sadly mistaken
I don't want him like a Muslim
Don't want bacon

But yet
You wanna get all "physco pathetic" with me..
&STILL!
Ain't a drop of fear pumped in me.

I know your miserable
And you need some company
But I decline your inventation
Gracefuly and humbly.

I'm not worried about you,
Your man or your life,
So "GETCHA OL"
And stay out of mine.

In the end
I'm happy I inspired you to write
This message is for you..
No need to reply

You are the devil
And
we all know the devil is a lie

I only stooped to your level
Cause you'll never reach mine.

I hope you can find happiness
Instead of the pain you find in
YOUR "mans" phone.

I hope you can find a hobby
And leave me the **** alone.

Even though your the craziest *****
On planet earth
-I hope you find healing
In the places it hurts

-I hope you find happiness
Where misery lurks

-I hope you find accountability and stop blaming everyone else.
For the holes you dug up yourself.

-I hope you find a strength you never felt that humbles you to the fact
That no matter what you say, do, what you have or where you go.
Don't make you better than anyone else.

I hope you can find the ability to change your nasty behavior

Here's a tip;
Start by taking
Jesus Christ
as your
Savior.




-Tee is Triumphant!!

"You can't hold on to ****"
A set of words I'll never forget
Everything I grasp on to
Eventually, I watch it slip
There is always a piece
That doesn't fit.
Even when I want to be happy
This reminds me
That I'll never be ****.
I'll never change
Never be it
Or mature.
Whatever that is.
If I can't hold on
Then why can't I let go of this ?

Beggers cant be Choosers,
Winners won't be Losers,
Early birds can't be Snoozers,
Dont'ers won't be Do'ers,
More or Less but jus not Fewer,
Ugly is ugly.. It won't get Cuter..
If it's Old, it ain't getting Newer,
Roses are red &
Violets are Blue'er,
If you give them an Inch..they will take the whole Ruler
This world is Cold
And just getting Crueler .

Back off
Just let me be
I can only do so much
I can only be me
The best thing you can do
Is set me free
Stop hoping I will change
Cause I will always be T.

I am a bad *****
Doing bad, *****.
Doing bad so long
It's like a habit.
Been down for so long
***** turned me into a mad *****
**** being sad *****.
Sad for what?
I don't have ****.
As soon as I got one thing
**** it's gone like magic.
Cause it cost more to have nothing
Then to have ****.
All this, over compensation
And tryna pay back ****.
That I gave to a Mf when they didnt have it.
So now Im in my bag *****.
Now im wrong cause im actin savage.
Tryna get my life together, i thought youd be glad *****..
Im jus a badd *****
Going threw bad ****.
Shot ain't right
But that's too bad *****