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Tony Sirnio Jun 2020
Stuck in time with a frozen heart, feeling lost during this lonely new start.

All these years that I left to waste, they still linger that dreadful taste.

With so many questions left without answer, it seems like this is the mental form of stage 4 cancer.

I wonder why these days have to feel so cold, it's the hottest time of the year as I watch myself grow old.

Not knowing how to find the strength to move on, when this whole time I didn't realize I was already gone.

Where do I find meaning in this life, when everything I believed in cut me down like a knife.

I didn't even know I was living in the wrong, now I'm left with this pain inside that I've held on to for so long.

But I can't just let it go by my own free will, what is the answer to once again feel like I'm real?

They say time is what it takes to finally heal, but this cancer inside will only tries to ****.

As these days drag on and times get worse, I wish I could go back and do things in reverse.

Remembering the day it all went away, when I chose this path that lead me astray.

I know it's a long road that I have ahead, even as I lay here writing in my bed.

Wanting to escape these feelings that are all stiuck in my head, maybe they won't leave till the day I am dead.
Raw emotions
Tony Sirnio Aug 2020
My Findings

Finding a real connection is rare.

Finding someone who can understand and care.

Finding love in simple things like the smell of their hair.

Finding a match to live a life we can both share.

Finding one you can cuddle tighter than any teddy bear.

Finding her was a bigger rush than any game of truth or dare.

Finding so much hope through darkness and despair.

Finding laughs in pains from two lives that havnt always been fair.

Finding happiness in those bright green eyes let's me know we could be the perfect pair.

Finding chills in that dazzling stare.

Finding amazement with no equal to compare.

Finding hope was as quick as saying a prayer.

Finding new life can be better than anything I could have ever been aware.

Finding you seemed as easy as breathing air.

Tsirn

— The End —