I called you, many times in my head.
I know it's not enough for you, it's not even enough for me.
But what can I do? every time I call,
I feel unwanted,
I feel like I'm bothering you,
I feel like you're wondering what got you stuck with a girl like me.
When you go there and you see all these pretty girls,
I feel like you forgot me.
And honestly I don't really mind seeing you missing around with them
but at least let me know that you're mine.
And at night when you tell me you're going to call me back after a while, I wait for your call until my shadow whisper me in the ear:" He won't call and I'm tired of waiting.".
And you go there, while I'm stuck here between missing you and loving you. Cuz I can't offered the cost of leaving you.
It would take a regret that could last a lifetime.
So please tell me what I have to do to be with you
Even if that means I have to lose myself in order to be with you for a moment.