I'm losing myself
To the darkness of life
The books on my shelf
Have all been read twice
Lonely, cold, dark
Just a few words
To describe how I embark
On the journey of the absurd

I wake up and get dressed
Go to school
My uniform pressed
Try to play it cool
But it's obvious
That I'm falling in love
Though I'm quite dubious
My friends try to shove
I want you to see me
To realize I'm there
Not to look through me
I'm more than just air
Now I'm starting to wonder
If 'we' ever existed
Our 'friendship' I ponder
Was I that stupid?

My eyes are empty, they lied to you,
my heart was broken from wanting you,
bring us to the past, it was all perfect
shallow life just gave us these scars.

My eyes are empty, they cried for you,
my feet were standing in darkness with you,
we might meet in heaven on a moonlight,
let me be your angel as I bid my last goodbye.

Am I a true writer
if I can't put my love
for the moon
into
words?

I'm just a lonely little leaf
So small, so insignificant
But in my dreams, I hold belief
That I could be magnificent

My skin would gleam of emerald green
To ward off snow and beckon spring
My fettered branch would welcome teems
Of chorus birds to dance and sing

My life would know such happy times
As wild winds lift me up for laughs
To flutter onto railway lines
And halt the trains upon their tracks

Yet in the morning, when I wake
From slumbered dreams, I find relief
In knowing god made no mistake
With me, his lonely little leaf

I made a mistake
Will you accept a retake?
Even if you don’t
Love you I will
Even if you don’t
Time will stand still