Im jealous of the life of other people,
The smiles and laughter they take everyday,
The friends and family that's happy everyday,
And I'm just here watching my life fly away,

Im jealous of the love people share everyday,
The kissing, the hugging that romantic scenes I swear,
That love ain't always fair,
And I'm just here broken when no one cared,

Im jealous of the sky and sea,
That peaceful place i dreamed it would be,
Nothing but the sound of silence,
the freedom to set me free,
to fly with my feathered wings,
But I'm chained you see,
In a cage, clipped wings
Till death I bleed.

You look like my next rebound,
Wanna kiss?
Maybe its the way your eyes twinkle,
Or the way your smile is like his.

Less words, more skin,
Have I told you of his laugh?
Drown myself in alcohol,
The mess he left, wasn't enough.

Sign my body with your teeth,
Try to wash away his smell,
I knew love was a trap,
On him let's not dwell.

Finger my brain,
Oh you've got his hair,
More alcohol, less pain,
And I whisper "I don't care."

Strip me bare,
My walls are down,
Touch me roughly,
Make me frown.

You look like my next rebound... Wanna kiss?

i could use a
dose of tragedy,
a pinch of drama,
something to
gain a little
empathy or
affirmation.
i think You and i
should skip dinner
and the date
and the awkward
quiet ride home
and we should
get in a
car crash
Together
it will be so
romantic.