I stay between the cursed worlds
And every face around looks so gross
My mouth bleed, I can not say a word
A wounded heart was teared apart and lost.

A stay alone in hateful place
And every detail here makes me cry
I had a childish dreams with naive gaze
But now everything I want to die.

I am so young but I’m not beautiful enough
And nobody will love me till the end of time
I used to it. But why my face is still so rough?
I want to leave that way and find another line.

How can I be so weak and so pathetic?
Such detestable silly nebbish fool
Walk on the sharpest pieces of the glass is my aesthetic
And all my efforts are reduced to null.

The may is warm
But in my room is always winter.
I gently touch snakeskin - she warns:
I’m soft but bite of mine is bitter.

My pretty little Eve,
You are my lover and  my friend
You are the only reason I don’t leave
And I’m gonna stay until the end.

Don’t know, end of you or me?
Who’s gonna catch another’s last breath?
I know that before you I must kneel.
I know that you are a masterpiece.

I walk like a living corpse among you,
My uclers are full of hate and abcess is filled by pain.
I promised to judge a sinners, it is nothing new
And soon the guilty will be withness of the ****** rain.

At first my war will tear the world apart.
Then my famine will break survivors down.
All things will try to rise but truth of plague is like a dart,
And my last friend named death will cover all around.

Perhaps I will not call them back,
Until my enemies not die to last one.
I smile and laugh and go to hugs of Black*
His arms so cold and soft; My job is done.

Can I just ask you why I am here?
And can I just ask you what should I do?
And what are these feelings of hopeless and fear?
Please, show me that way where I'm going to.

May something here be named "The Greatest Purpose"?
Or something called like "Meaning of the life"?
I think I'm blind that's why I can't see this
And day by day I just fall deeply down

Into the Ocean of the badder feelings,
Into the Deepest abyss of the Death.
And nothing more I got in world to deal with,
I rise again with my entire wrath.

And here is no place for totems or an idols.
And many years here is no demons and no gods.
I killed them. And in whole the world I am the only major
And only I can hear a rampant howl in my mind.