in london
my little house
drinking coffee
wearing a blue blouse
discussing the next mystery
with professor layton
don paulo has been sinister lately
living in little london

the hatred
like a matrix
pulls you deeper
trying to climb but it's steeper
no love
you feel below not above
losing all hope
falling into desperation
it feels like suffocation
the hatred of a nation

first love is fun
first breakup is pain
second love is not trusted
second breakup is normal
third love you think you have love
third breakup you never not love
and you never have another

im looking for a fighter...
im looking for someone to say
love you too
because ive been alone too long now..
and my pain only grows stronger
and my love grows longer

they said it
and its over
i am done
and i am leaving
to a place i can be freely
i am dancing upon
the waves of pains
a single girl forever
unloved
unheard
unknown
unspoken

one shot to win
this game im playing in
and would it be a sin
if i really wanted to win?

as i walk to school one day
a boy hit me on the way
i asked him why and hit him back
he said
"sorry your beauty gave me a heart attack"

stick up for what you belive
stick up for the friend you belive in
stick up for the ones who cant themselves

how to be bored:
do
    nothing
                  all
                       day

cure : eat;sleep;play video games

let go of the fears of life
let go of the tears of strife
let go of the responsibilities
let go of the immorality
let go of old age
let go and act like youre young
let go and have some fun
let go but don't give up
cause if you fell off that cliff
someone can catch you

grasp the ledge
don't let go
keep up the faith
the wind might blow
the sun setting,getting late
just keep waiting
cause someone may come
and lift you up
so you can see the sun

you are special
tell me you
you know a lot
tell me you
you see a lot
tell me you
you want to know me?
I'll tell it all

living and dying
are both the same
we know through the pain
that our lives cant be lame
we have to have trials
trials and tribulations
like godot said
"i cant see red"
so if were dying
might as well know we're dead

they go together like
butter and jam
love and joy are the opposites
i feel hated
full of strife
i want to pull out the knife
is it the right choice?
all things dark
blood rings in my ear
but like the anime
i smile
for death
is freedom!

like walking by a river
singing in the rain
sitting by the lake
having perfect peace

as the days go by
my heart fades
and my silence keeps
as the beauty of the world
passes me by
the love i once felt
holds me to sigh
for when the morning comes
the dreamers awake
the stars fade
as my soul grows still
the sun comes up
and my spirit awaits
for a new day
because if the days go by
without a notice
we are shortning our lives
so let us pick a rose
and enjoy this day
for tomorrow lo,
here in this world will we stay?

i wanted to give you a gift
the gift of my heart
but you threw it at the floor
and said you wanted something more
so i keep looking
for someone new to pick up the pieces
of my heart
and put them together
for a new start

on the streets
of tokyo
pavement far
as you can go
japanese restraunts
anime stores
my true home
to soon ill go

on the lands
of japan
cheery blossoms
shrines and mountains
my one home
to which ill go
and i will see
beauty galore!

out on the sunny palm beaches
where ocean to the sands beeseches
the water is perfectly salted
i wish the seaweed was smaller
i shall watch the waves meet the bay

the likeness between us
is nothing less than trust
for eachother we do not lust
but if see eachother,we must

the likeness we have
you cannot spam
it's true together we laugh
as the world we map

to be lonely
for you only
dying for you slowly
crying alone

my garden
where the lilies laugh
and the daisies are in a daze
and the bluebells look up
and the sweet peas sway in the breeze
and the sunflowers look at the sun
and the roses blush like me!
the lavenders are most purple
and the ivy most green
its so lovely to see
the great garden God made for me!

Time can heal a broken heart
Time can heal scars,in part
Time can heal pain
Time can heal shame
Time can heal all the same

i am in the unwound future
the opening between time and space
its such a new place
but for mortal its impossible to go to
for i am spirit
a lost soul
i live with love
for love does not fade
over the eternal space
of the future and the past
and love lasts
throughout all of time
can you guess who i am?
i am the one who is never then
the one who never will be
i am now
i am a present
because i am not dead
i wont be dead
i am alive
I Am The Present
a gift for all that can see
to live in the moment
is a beautiful thing

i know you feel the wounds of time
you try hard not to show
you fell down and feel so low
i want you to feel better so
i stand by you till the end
and hope your hearts on the mend
cause it isnt the end

fall on me
tell me
everything you wnt me to be
forever in you
forever in me
for everything

i want you to be
everything youve always wanted to be
cause you are you
i am me
so lets be what we were made to be

can you see me
can you hear me
because im sinking
under the waves of stress
drowning
in my own sea of depression
save me
cause i know only you can do it
so save me
and heal me

when he was on the cross
satan thought he won
when he said it was finished
the disciples thought their chance was gone
when he was put in the tomb
the pharisees still didnt think it was over
when he was in the tomb
he was poroclaiming his victory over death
when he arose
satan knew he lost

love cannot be replaced
cannot have one taste
its not something to waste
when it's given
the world is shaken
and the tired and depressed awaken

would you take me as i am
broken and shattered
would you take me as i am
beaten and battered
would you take me as i am
done and scattered

live like a bird and fly high
love like a dog,stick close to lovers
laugh like rippling streams
cry like the rain drops from the sky
sigh like the wind in the trees
fly like the leaf in a breeze
stay firm,like a rock in your belief
dance like the stars twinkle

i want to trust you
to follow you
to be like you
i wanted you to
be my role model
cause i looked up to you
we are only many years apart
but where you end.....
i begin!

roses are red
violets are blue
im using ink
and writing for you
i do hope you love
words on a page
sing it like this and
you'll find that it rings!
love is like glass
it reflects back to you
so if you love me
i will love you
people do smile
people do frown
but with a laugh
you'll earn a crown!
with crowns will we
be king and queen
with love and laughter!

they bloom
in full moon
along with mushrooms
theres no typhoons
just a little daisy
and just maybe
I'll find
i am fading

i always wanted you
together we finally
could make our dreams come true
cause anything was possible
when i was with you but
they kept on sayin
we'd never
amount to anything
we had many dreams for the future
i....I'll miss you
and our…
unwound future!
I'll be leaving soon
to another place
all of the dreams
we built up from the ground
they never belived them
they just tore them down

all my problems
all my insecurities
all my fears
all my hates
all my feelings
and all my loves

if you only said
"i love you"
if you only really did
if you only didn't hate me
if you only didn't fib
if you only smiled
if you only laughed
if only i could see you
if only i could live

do i hurt you
as much as you do me
were my accidential slices
that deep?
i didn't mean for it to go this far
now that it has,i cant depart
i said i was sorry
did you accept?

i want to runaway
to live on my own
to see on my own
the way to live,
the way to breathe
to love like a human
and not like a rock
to see the places
I've always wanted to see
to go to school
it would be such a breeze
switch my life around
and sit on the ground
work like a person
oh,to runaway

i have a box
within,
a message lies for you
these are the secret words
to open the box

when the sun rises
you and I will meet
and when the wind blows
you will know my hearts words

my head is spinning
because im not winning
this battle in my head
i think im gonna be dead
my pain is taking over
my body's a little fuller

rain rain on my face
so sweet and sugary taste
love it so
as the wind blows
so shall my heat beat

why can't you learn
swearing is bad
and yoi do it alot
in your songs
in your head
i try not to
even if it rhymes
you were a *****
left me in the dust
im all cold hearted
and my slow death has started
so I smiled and said
you're cute but you're dead
you thought you could fool me
mise well pretend to drool about me
you're just a dummy
and because you used me
you will begon to see my other side
that i try to hide
and i cannot lie
i really tried
to not die

saokes my face
in a cold embrace
makes me laugh
its been a day and a half
of rain rain rain
ots sometimes a pain
but i love it!

you look at me
smiling happily
in that garden green
ivy and moss
small sweet faires
bluebells and daisys
i love your smile
its woth the while