In the moonlit graden
I watch and pray
beacuse all my dreams have
faded away
the nodding bluebells
the dancing liles
for you I fell
although it sounds silly

family loves you most
family cares for you most
family knows about you most
family feels for you most
family annoys you most

when somethings too good to be true
I stand still and think
is this real

seeing for the ones with doubt
is believing
believing for the ones with faith
is seeing

I now have faith
to go to lands
I cannot see
but in time
I hope to go
and fulfill
my dreams
in Tokyo…


friendships now…
they cannot fade
but sometimes
mellow away
peace of thought,
hope of heart
we walk anew
a brand new start!

they are soft
like velvet
or silk
something beauty
cannot defy

red like
cherry wine
in a beautiful
cup of
crystal glass

they smell
like the most
expensive
perfume
in the world

i am falling fast
fastly falling
feeling death
on the tips of my fingers
when i am reaching out for life
beacause death is so beautiful
and life is right
everything i was
was failure
everything i am
is failure
everything i wanna be
is a dream of a failure
because everyone
thinks they are a failure
but failures make this world successful

the ring
that fell from the high heavan
to be protected and placed
on a finger to save
but it mattered to all and none
were saved

The words of my heart
say i love you
and i care for you
The words of my mouth....

ever felt pain and hated it most?
like a bad thing you don't wanna taost
but everyone does it,so why can't you?
if everyone say it,it must be true
all the pain and suffering you have had
it also makes others sad
you are not alone in this
is there more to life than this?
you say you love me but pain it brings
all on the outside my heart sings!
because suffering can mean such horrid things
you must keep quiet and happy
so no one will know
all the pain and suffering you had
keep it all in,don't let it show

Every time I look at my reflection
I never cease to see my perfection

I try to not feel my vain feelings
Pray to God on my knees,kneeling

Every man I so love
Has said that I am truly above

But in my own mind if you look and see
I think I am truly ugly,ugly as can be!

When love fails
no hope can prevail
not a smidget of happiness
it brings a sense of lastlyness
like pains zings
it makes your heart sting
all the love fails
like shes leaving setting sail
no love letters
just a feeling of fetters
all the pain and misery
wrapped up in a beautiful mystery

why does my heart feel so lonely?
because he used to say you were the only
why can't i get out of bed in the morning
cause you keep giving him glory

when my heart aches who will love me?
find someone new to see
what about when promises dont keep?
then a truthful person is good to be

what if all my love comes crashing down
keep your head up and do not wear a frown
so if i love,will there be pain?
yes,but with love,pain is not gain

in london
my little house
drinking coffee
wearing a blue blouse
discussing the next mystery
with professor layton
don paulo has been sinister lately
living in little london

the hatred
like a matrix
pulls you deeper
trying to climb but it's steeper
no love
you feel below not above
losing all hope
falling into desperation
it feels like suffocation
the hatred of a nation

first love is fun
first breakup is pain
second love is not trusted
second breakup is normal
third love you think you have love
third breakup you never not love
and you never have another

im looking for a fighter...
im looking for someone to say
love you too
because ive been alone too long now..
and my pain only grows stronger
and my love grows longer

they said it
and its over
i am done
and i am leaving
to a place i can be freely
i am dancing upon
the waves of pains
a single girl forever
unloved
unheard
unknown
unspoken

one shot to win
this game im playing in
and would it be a sin
if i really wanted to win?

as i walk to school one day
a boy hit me on the way
i asked him why and hit him back
he said
"sorry your beauty gave me a heart attack"

stick up for what you belive
stick up for the friend you belive in
stick up for the ones who cant themselves

how to be bored:
do
    nothing
                  all
                       day

cure : eat;sleep;play video games

let go of the fears of life
let go of the tears of strife
let go of the responsibilities
let go of the immorality
let go of old age
let go and act like youre young
let go and have some fun
let go but don't give up
cause if you fell off that cliff
someone can catch you

grasp the ledge
don't let go
keep up the faith
the wind might blow
the sun setting,getting late
just keep waiting
cause someone may come
and lift you up
so you can see the sun

you are special
tell me you
you know a lot
tell me you
you see a lot
tell me you
you want to know me?
I'll tell it all

living and dying
are both the same
we know through the pain
that our lives cant be lame
we have to have trials
trials and tribulations
like godot said
"i cant see red"
so if were dying
might as well know we're dead

they go together like
butter and jam
love and joy are the opposites
i feel hated
full of strife
i want to pull out the knife
is it the right choice?
all things dark
blood rings in my ear
but like the anime
i smile
for death
is freedom!

like walking by a river
singing in the rain
sitting by the lake
having perfect peace

as the days go by
my heart fades
and my silence keeps
as the beauty of the world
passes me by
the love i once felt
holds me to sigh
for when the morning comes
the dreamers awake
the stars fade
as my soul grows still
the sun comes up
and my spirit awaits
for a new day
because if the days go by
without a notice
we are shortning our lives
so let us pick a rose
and enjoy this day
for tomorrow lo,
here in this world will we stay?

i wanted to give you a gift
the gift of my heart
but you threw it at the floor
and said you wanted something more
so i keep looking
for someone new to pick up the pieces
of my heart
and put them together
for a new start

on the streets
of tokyo
pavement far
as you can go
japanese restraunts
anime stores
my true home
to soon ill go

on the lands
of japan
cheery blossoms
shrines and mountains
my one home
to which ill go
and i will see
beauty galore!

out on the sunny palm beaches
where ocean to the sands beeseches
the water is perfectly salted
i wish the seaweed was smaller
i shall watch the waves meet the bay

the likeness between us
is nothing less than trust
for eachother we do not lust
but if see eachother,we must

the likeness we have
you cannot spam
it's true together we laugh
as the world we map

to be lonely
for you only
dying for you slowly
crying alone

my garden
where the lilies laugh
and the daisies are in a daze
and the bluebells look up
and the sweet peas sway in the breeze
and the sunflowers look at the sun
and the roses blush like me!
the lavenders are most purple
and the ivy most green
its so lovely to see
the great garden God made for me!

Time can heal a broken heart
Time can heal scars,in part
Time can heal pain
Time can heal shame
Time can heal all the same

i am in the unwound future
the opening between time and space
its such a new place
but for mortal its impossible to go to
for i am spirit
a lost soul
i live with love
for love does not fade
over the eternal space
of the future and the past
and love lasts
throughout all of time
can you guess who i am?
i am the one who is never then
the one who never will be
i am now
i am a present
because i am not dead
i wont be dead
i am alive
I Am The Present
a gift for all that can see
to live in the moment
is a beautiful thing

i know you feel the wounds of time
you try hard not to show
you fell down and feel so low
i want you to feel better so
i stand by you till the end
and hope your hearts on the mend
cause it isnt the end

fall on me
tell me
everything you wnt me to be
forever in you
forever in me
for everything

i want you to be
everything youve always wanted to be
cause you are you
i am me
so lets be what we were made to be

can you see me
can you hear me
because im sinking
under the waves of stress
drowning
in my own sea of depression
save me
cause i know only you can do it
so save me
and heal me

when he was on the cross
satan thought he won
when he said it was finished
the disciples thought their chance was gone
when he was put in the tomb
the pharisees still didnt think it was over
when he was in the tomb
he was poroclaiming his victory over death
when he arose
satan knew he lost

love cannot be replaced
cannot have one taste
its not something to waste
when it's given
the world is shaken
and the tired and depressed awaken

would you take me as i am
broken and shattered
would you take me as i am
beaten and battered
would you take me as i am
done and scattered

live like a bird and fly high
love like a dog,stick close to lovers
laugh like rippling streams
cry like the rain drops from the sky
sigh like the wind in the trees
fly like the leaf in a breeze
stay firm,like a rock in your belief
dance like the stars twinkle

i want to trust you
to follow you
to be like you
i wanted you to
be my role model
cause i looked up to you
we are only many years apart
but where you end.....
i begin!

roses are red
violets are blue
im using ink
and writing for you
i do hope you love
words on a page
sing it like this and
you'll find that it rings!
love is like glass
it reflects back to you
so if you love me
i will love you
people do smile
people do frown
but with a laugh
you'll earn a crown!
with crowns will we
be king and queen
with love and laughter!

they bloom
in full moon
along with mushrooms
theres no typhoons
just a little daisy
and just maybe
I'll find
i am fading

i always wanted you
together we finally
could make our dreams come true
cause anything was possible
when i was with you but
they kept on sayin
we'd never
amount to anything
we had many dreams for the future
i....I'll miss you
and our…
unwound future!
I'll be leaving soon
to another place
all of the dreams
we built up from the ground
they never belived them
they just tore them down

all my problems
all my insecurities
all my fears
all my hates
all my feelings
and all my loves

if you only said
"i love you"
if you only really did
if you only didn't hate me
if you only didn't fib
if you only smiled
if you only laughed
if only i could see you
if only i could live