You wanted me quiet-
A flicker in the dark,
Something trilling
You wanted a spark
I was your secret,
Easier to keep alone
Because secrets rots,
When kept for too long
You wanted my all, my devotion
You paced around it, like a dare
Like a truth, not to be shared
You don't think I feel,
But it's all I felt
Yet I stayed silent,
I am my own personal hell
I self sabotage
Knowing you wouldn't care
I didn't not want you,
You just wanted-
What can never be fully touched
Never to be fixed,
And never undone.