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251 · Aug 29
I Want Both two
JusMe Aug 29
And Whats Wrong With Having Two ?,
I Like You !
I Like Her Too !
I Want Both of you, That is True !
But to be Enough ? To be Everything and All ?
There's a few things I Must First Do,
And I Guess you Also ,
I Care not about Judgement from the Few Trust Me i Will Sheild You !
An it May take Some time,
But I Hope one Day to Make you Both Mine,
Then I Will be Fine ,,,,,,,  ,,,L;ving L;fe as SkyWlkr This Lucky Little Swine
When your wife and her friend say yes
143 · Aug 29
Purposely Broke
JusMe Aug 29
My Words are Red,
Your Feelings Blue,
So Many Words Spoken UnTrue,
How ****** up is L;Fe for You ?
This Used to be a Poem, For how I Broke it to Suit You
how ****** up is L;Fe for you
132 · Aug 29
Conditional fall
JusMe Aug 29
I Gave all I Had ,
Yet i am Alone and Sad,
Seems with Nothing left to offer you gave up on me and got Mad,
Now I Feel like my Death would make you Glad,
I was Nothing but Good,
I gave you all ,,,all I Could,
More than Most Would and now there is Nothing Left to Give Where I Should,
I'm Nothing of a bad Person,
You just Broke my best Version,
Everything Seemed Enough untill it made my Mental Health to Rough,
Now all your Love you's are just a Bluff,
Family is Supposed to be an UnConditional Love !!!
When my mother died I had the weight of my sister's and there kids to take care off ,but I ran out of strength and anything to help them, now I have no blood family they tell me to **** myself when I say I don't wanna hear no more
78 · Aug 30
The Only Word I Needed
JusMe Aug 30
It's Only One Word Needing Spoken Once,

Yet Heard a Thousand Times,
Running Repeat on a Mind,
Ignorance in Such a Creator insures no Readiness for what they Would be faced to Find,

I'd Rather be Blind,
I WOULD RATHER BE BLIND,!
Than Watch you Leave me Behind,

Bound to One Word ,You May Not,......
You May Not experience Deliverance
You May Not Walk without Damming !
Walk Forth Only while Witnessing your Own Demise from Laughing,
Disguising the Word your Hiding,

May Only One Word be Spoken Once ?,

I Share thought of a Single Word,
I am just unSure which I Heard,....and after a Breath an a sigh ,,did I Hear you Say Hello or Goodby3 ?,,,,
My UnControlled Mind took over I Can't Deny but Sometimes We Gotta Lie ,,,,
And Yes I Hid inside Me and My Name is Sky ,
But you Have no Idea why !
I've heard "Hello" ,
Sure Only to Allow for Thoughts Of Hearing No Goodbye ,,
I Think Thoughts So I Have no Desire to Cry ,,,

I'm Trapped in a Time after Listening to you Say Hello But then you had to go ,,,, Was it Already Written I Really need to Know,,,
Did You Know??? ,,,
Some Occasions its the Goodbye we Must Hear to L;ve L;fe and Grow,
It's Only One Word, and you Left Without it,
I think this one is ok
76 · Aug 29
OneMoreAnougher
JusMe Aug 29
I can Afford to Throw away my Days,
But for the Rest,
L;fe won't last Forever,
Dragged by Nature to Seek out Something BetteR,
Pulled by Hope for L;fe to Linger, Longer;
Such a Length of Time Does not come with being Stronger !
A far travel of Days,
I'm Not in want of Anougher,

Spent my Strength Collecting Souls,
Filling Vast Voids with them seemed like good Goals ?
I Took it for Good Morals ,
I Felt it as Wisdom One needed, as to not to Let Go of any Lost Loved Ones,

One "More'Anougher" to Throw away,
I Stole to many a Day,, Tried to Be Strong Enough to Carry the Pain so None I Loved felt a Need to Pray,

Many Souls Walk in my L;fe Forever Letting them go Rest Free would have been BetteR!!
I Kept them as I Couldn't Bear to See Tears Getting your Cheeks any Wetter,.

I Can Afford to Throw away any Day!
I Failed Inside your Eyes ,, its What they Say !
Now I L;ve A L;fe Lasting Forever and Nothing to do But Pray,,,,,Not to God that's Just Gay  ,,,But to all The Souls i Hoarded along the Way.
No Care for this World it Wasn't my Wish to Stay
72 · Aug 29
Dullishious
JusMe Aug 29
Oblivious to why he would write Clueless of how he could Fight,
Wishing he could handle one more night
To Many Deaths to hear any Insight.
Just a Simple Wish of Something to go Right why the **** would he have eyes that look Bright ?
Sometimes ignorance is all that exists

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