It's Only One Word Needing Spoken Once,

Yet Heard a Thousand Times,
Running Repeat on a Mind,
Ignorance in Such a Creator insures no Readiness for what they Would be faced to Find,

I'd Rather be Blind,
I WOULD RATHER BE BLIND,!
Than Watch you Leave me Behind,

Bound to One Word ,You May Not,......
You May Not experience Deliverance
You May Not Walk without Damming !
Walk Forth Only while Witnessing your Own Demise from Laughing,
Disguising the Word your Hiding,

May Only One Word be Spoken Once ?,

I Share thought of a Single Word,
I am just unSure which I Heard,....and after a Breath an a sigh ,,did I Hear you Say Hello or Goodby3 ?,,,,
My UnControlled Mind took over I Can't Deny but Sometimes We Gotta Lie ,,,,
And Yes I Hid inside Me and My Name is Sky ,
But you Have no Idea why !
I've heard "Hello" ,
Sure Only to Allow for Thoughts Of Hearing No Goodbye ,,
I Think Thoughts So I Have no Desire to Cry ,,,

I'm Trapped in a Time after Listening to you Say Hello But then you had to go ,,,, Was it Already Written I Really need to Know,,,
Did You Know??? ,,,
Some Occasions its the Goodbye we Must Hear to L;ve L;fe and Grow,
It's Only One Word, and you Left Without it,

Oblivious to why he would write Clueless of how he could Fight,
Wishing he could handle one more night
To Many Deaths to hear any Insight.
Just a Simple Wish of Something to go Right why the **** would he have eyes that look Bright ?

I Gave all I Had ,
Yet i am Alone and Sad,
Seems with Nothing left to offer you gave up on me and got Mad,
Now I Feel like my Death would make you Glad,
I was Nothing but Good,
I gave you all ,,,all I Could,
More than Most Would and now there is Nothing Left to Give Where I Should,
I'm Nothing of a bad Person,
You just Broke my best Version,
Everything Seemed Enough untill it made my Mental Health to Rough,
Now all your Love you's are just a Bluff,
Family is Supposed to be an UnConditional Love !!!

And Whats Wrong With Having Two ?,
I Like You !
I Like Her Too !
I Want Both of you, That is True !
But to be Enough ? To be Everything and All ?
There's a few things I Must First Do,
And I Guess you Also ,
I Care not about Judgement from the Few Trust Me i Will Sheild You !
An it May take Some time,
But I Hope one Day to Make you Both Mine,
Then I Will be Fine ,,,,,,,  ,,,L;ving L;fe as SkyWlkr This Lucky Little Swine