You should not cry
For they are gone
But to be happy
That they were here.

Thoughts are like waves I'm not even writing this down on paper to look over it but there's my thoughts in a poem

Thoughts are waves
That pass us by
Some are happy
Some are sad
And some make us wanna die
The ones that go mostly through my mind
Are a mix of all
My cat disappeared that makes me sad
But the memory's make me happy
Then I realize she's not beside me and that makes me wanna cry
When I'm sad I go to her
But now there's no where to go
She was my lifeline
She was my vest
And now she's gone along with the rest.


Thoughts are like waves they just come and go
I think of her and then I let go
I believe  she'll come home
But in the mean time
I'm alone

Sometimes I look at my wrists
And see the scars
I've  fallen with.
One by one they accumulated,
From hardships
To heartbreaks
I knew I shouldn't,
But i did
And now I sit here and think
This will happen again
But this time I'll cut too deep,
And end it all in a blink.

I awaken to a piercing light,
A burn on my skin,
The sun in my eyes,
I look over and see something white,
I shout,
I cry,
Just stop it alright,
Then he jumps and runs away,
That freaking furball with his gray,
Always knocks down my curtain,
In vain.
I don't even understand what I did,
He just wants to torture me while I'm in bed,
He better be happy with his tailless ****,
Cause I ain't  gonna be happy when I get up for lunch,
He's annoying to me,
Always in my curtains,
But its OK,
Cause next time he'll be my curtain,
But the reality is,
He's all I got,
Even if I have to associate with his lot!

My sir Abbadon.

Nobody Cares.


In a room,  alone
In the dark.
Thoughts spin
Around and around,
Never stopping,
Water dripping
A millimeter
A fraction
Won't even account for what's about to happen.
Life flash,
Deep ****,
Lacerations on her wrists
Something's amiss,
But life goes on
While she just fades away into an abyss.
Fake smiles,
Dead eyes,
Long sleeves,
Someone dies.
But who's to blame
No of course its not us,
Its never us.
Dead or alive no one cries,
To end a life,
By our side.
One by one
They all drop dead,
We could have avoided this if only we said,
"Hello my name's Haley how are you"
You could have saved a life
But its to late now their dead.
Soulless eyes,
Closing lids,
They just want to be free,
So let them live,
To see the sun,
To hear the birds,
To feel OK again.
We could have saved them,
But were greedy,  
Were selfish,
We think of only ourselves.
But to think to end a life is not a lie,
But in fact its the only truth.
Well in their eyes,
Its not a lie its a final goodbye.

Icarus was too cocky,
He flew to high,
And then he died,
All because of the sun in the sky.