Can't think of a thing
That will  make you know the thing

I drunk messaged him
Told him I love him
In response to my plea
He told me it wasn't a good time
It was a constant cycle

To be broken
From this thing
That woke me up

I wish I could wipe away
The feeling that I can't explain

I've laid there
Trying to write
How I feel

Except there may be no words
That can describe the way

I lose my value
In men who I trust
A shimmer of compassion is all it takes
And then I drown

Waiting

For months to hear
"How I've missed you!"
And for months there was silence
Until I was the one to give in
And what I realized
When I messaged you
That you are a waste of time