All you want are my thighs
Every night they cry
But you don't care about the signs
If you looked closely you'd see the indentions
From something that had no prevention
But I know you are all the same
A ****
Who just wants to...

I put so much worth in my smile
It rarely appears
Packed out of sight
Afraid others would grow tired of it
Eventually it was lost
Or maybe just broken

Shame lingers on my body
Causing me to wonder
About who actually knows
And who
Really doesn't care
That I have these scars

Hot streak of success
Turns into
The worst week of distress

Some times I wish this alcohol would end me
So I wouldn't have to worry about that time
That I almost did it myself
And how I wish
I would have followed through

There isn't anything