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Feb 2019 Poolza

West

The volume is at full percent, and then some.
If you listen close enough, you can hear a piano in the far, left back row of sounds, shoved clumsily to the side.
The bass shakes my eardrums, so deep the earphones only make a dull hum as an imitation of the mind-shattering sound.
It's a heavy and fast-paced requiem service.
A shame the volume dosen't go louder.

Feb 2019 Poolza

Feelings

Feb 2019 Poolza

Amanda Kyara

Feelings

I can never find the right words to describe how I feel,
the words never seem to make sense,

everything I say sounds like a contradiction,
but they say opposites attract

But when I'm around you,
all my feelings just go away,

and all the negatives become positive,
and it doesn't make sense at all

#love #feelings

Feb 2019 Poolza

I am in a cycle of complacency because I'll never try to break it.

Feb 2019 Poolza

Day

I am in a cycle of complacency because I'll never try to break it.

I'm sad because no one likes me
No one likes me because I'm an alcoholic
I'm an alcoholic because I'm dead inside
I'm dead inside because I've been hurt
I've been hurt because I am weak
I am weak because I love everyone
I love everyone because no one loves me
No one loves me because I'm unlovable
I'm unlovable because I am broken
I am broken because someone broke me
Someone broke me because I left them
I let them because I loved them
I loved them because I am naive
I am naive because I trusted them
I trusted them because I was ignorant
I was ignorant because no one taught me
No one taught me because no one was there
No one was there because no one likes me
No one likes me because I'm an alcoholic
I'm an alcoholic because I am dead inside
I am dead inside because I am sad

a poem written by my friend Jeff - posted with their permission.
Wanted to share his words with you all

#depression

Feb 2019 Poolza

Confessing

Feb 2019 Poolza

Wolf

Confessing

Is it worth the risk
To confess hidden feelings?
Chance for grief or joy

It could go so wrong, or so right. No matter the outcome, believe in yourself. I've been through it twice and I'm still here.

#confessing #love #crush #risk